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Hong Kong

I jus came back from Hong Kong...Love it.. Plan to go back there again with my frens!! .. Spend all the Hong Kong cash my mum changed .. =/ Bought so much nonsense stuff =P My mum lecture me when i said i want the things but the best part is she did get it for me.. So i jus had to block out her lecture for awhile & i get the stuff i want.. Get to know lots of friends in Hong Kong ..Im glad that i know how to speak& listen to cantonese !! =)

Thanxxx

I managed to bug one of my fren to do the link tingy for me... Ian, thanxxx so much.. i owe u man.. =) He helped me to link all my frens blogs... & he even ask me whether wana have tag box anot.. obviously i jump at that idea... Thanxxxx ian... =) If i can get into monash, c u nxt yr k ?? Havoc again.. =P

My Christmas List !! =)

Everyone of my friends have christmas list, so of course i should have one as well right =)

My Christmas List:
1. Nokia 6111 (im greedy ! ;p )
2. An ipod
3. An Aldo bag (any will do. im easily satisfied =] )
4. A pair of heels from Nine West
5. Gucci 2 perfumes =)

I guess that's all for my chirstmas list.. will add to it when i think of any..
*hint* the first and the second are my priority.. Lolz =)

Hate It !!

i hate it !!
I hate feelings this way!!
I seriously hate it !!
Y must he alwis do tat?
Y?
I hate it!!
I really do!!
My frens said, wah, he do tat again arr? when i told them how i feel..
Wat's my feelings now!
Im supposed to be cheerful as Christmas is around the corner and im going Hong Kong soon but i can't..
I really cant..
I went 1u today but nothing seems to interest me..
Shoes? nah, too ugly..
Clothes ? nah...
I hate it !!
I hate it that he can make my emotions goes down..
I hate it that my emotions are controlled by him..
I hate it!!
I try not to..
But i guess i feel that im leaving Malaysia soon and i want to spend more of my time with him and my babess..
But he don't seem to realized that the soon is approaching fast!!
He think its years away..
Well, guess what??
It's not ok !!!
I hate him !!!
Maybe i should just act dun care dun care huh ??
I hate it !!
I hate him!
I hate the way im feeling now!!
* stamp my feet on the floor *
* stamp it really hard!*
* on the phone with jason now, ranting my anger!!*
*scolding that bastard*

Im Back !!!

It's been a while since i last blog..
I've been home sick since last wed..
How pathethic and depressed =(
It all started last tues when i shared earthquake ice-cream with a fren of mine..
She was sick and she choose not to tell us that she's sick.
I only knew that she was sick after we had all finished up the ice-cream..
Because of that i had to attend my graduatition with swollen eye, pale face & messy hair..
I HATE HER!! =(
There's nothing much i can do except sleeping at home..
My agenda for the past few days?
Wake up, eat & take my medicine, sleep, wake up, eat & have my medicine..
I hate when im sick..
I din go shopping for so long i feel like the shops are calling me !!
After so long, i had recovered. Well, not fully but most of the yucky sickness had gone..
Gone with the wind ;P
To celebrate that i had recovered, mummy pay for my hair treatment today.. WhEEeee ;)
I get to pamper myself.. Stylist massaging me, washing my hair.. Wheeee =)
I LOVE BEING A GIRL !!
Im going shopping tmw !!
I have to!!
=)
Im materialistic.. but so what..
i've had sick for so many days..
I deserve it =D
* grins *
* smile*

Emotions...

Life is full with emotions..
Maybe to most people im super emo..
So wat.. Sue me ... im emo..
Me, Jason, Pang, & Alexiss were dam emo on sat morning..
The first thing we said to each other is, " i miss shern lar"
And yea, we do.. i know i do..
When i told Adrian that i miss shern, he was like Aiyo, there's ntohing you can do wan lar... he go there study wert.. wat to do.. if u all miss him, then go visit him larr..
Some just don't understand..
Im not being erm, unrealistic, shallow or whatever u guys want to think about me..
It's just that after so long hanging out with him.. gossipping.. advice.. skipping class together.. talking in the class for the whole period without listening to the lecturer..
You will feel that, "oh god, i cant do any of those with him anymore"
I cant emo in front of him anymore..
I cant ask for his advice anymore..
I cant copy his answers anymore..
No more wtf dei ..
*sobs*
No more emo talk.. no more being bimbo in front of him..
No more cupcake anymore..
Sometimes lifes is like that..
You can't expect it to be the way you want..
You can't sacrifice other people needs for your own sake..
Because that's not how it is..
Life is all about give and take..
You can't take and not giving..
And the same for the other way round..
No matter how much all of us want Shern to stay in Malaysia... but we cant hold him back..
=)
He will alwis be Leroy a.k.a Shern Shern a.k.a my cupcake a.k.a "boxer guy" ;p
And you will be inside each of our heart forever.. im not sure boutothers but i know you will always be the best fren i ever have in college..
cos u r true to urself.. not like some backstabbers... two faced..
* hugss *

Farewell...

The day finally came..
It seems that it was only yesterday that Leroy was talking about going to Canada...
Went to his Farewell Party yesterday... * sobs*
As usual, everyone was late.. " Malaysian time lar"
wat do u expect huh ? ;p
Me & Rae was helping him out defrosting the sausage .. Lolz..
sorry for not making enough potato salad, leroy... sorriiii... but it was good huh ? Admit it !! Faster !! =P * ngeks*
Ppl only arrived at after 8...
He was like, "very early ah u guys"
The food was good.. the drink was so-so larr..
But i dont think anyone would have really care for food lar..
Leroy is leaving lar.. y wana care about food at that moment..
The funnist part? the guys were pushed inside the pool..
Wat makes me laugh until my stomach aches is when one of the guys pushed another guy.. then the guy that pushed the guy fell inside the pool as well..
Joker larr..
I left early..have to go to airport.. i shouldnt have left early..
Was dam emo when i left...
* sob*
*sob*
Me & Rae so wanted to cry.. but haihzz...
dun wan larr.. later everyone more emo..

Happy Girl...

im happy !! *jumping around with joys*
I cant believe how fast my moodc changes..
Went 1u this morning ...
A/X, FCUK, Tommy Hilfigher is on sale...
Go crazy inside...
Bought 5 tops from FCUK... 2 tops from A/x..
Wanted to buy more.. but when i open my purse..
I saw that i only left back RM30 * sobs*
Nvm.. im going back again next day..
Hopefully they stil have size..
Saw this really cute bag from A/X & Tommy Hilfigher...
It's cheap oso.
Im not describing how the bag look like cos if i describe it then u guys will fall in luv with the bag as well..
Definitely No-No ;P
hahaaa... Lolzz...
Im happy!!!! =)
Who needs guys when there are sales around.. LolZ =)

Relationships

It's easy to fall in love but it's hard to maintain a relationship.
It has differences in point of view. Thus, it heat up arguement between both spouses.
Someone got to start a conversation.
Memories lies upon the time together and nothing could really last forever in life.
To love someone in life is magical but to lose someone it's hurting.
Love is a journey that could be a ride that gives thousands of expression and thoughts.
After all, all we need is love, don't we?
Loyal, optimistic, virgin, endurance...

Someone said that to me...

.............

wtf ...
everyting doesn't turns out the way i want..

1) My F*** bf break promise..
2) No transport to go Zouk..
3) My skins is horrible
4) My hair doesn't behave the way i want..

Sometimes i really wonder am i being dumb for loving him so much?
I really don't know
Some say i am..
But some say that's jus part of love.. U have to feel the pain at times..
Without pain then there will be no love..
One of my guy friends said, i over love him..
I told him, " i know im being dumb & stupid for loving him so much but... ,"
He said no.. All he think about everytime i complain to him is that how the fuck can he be like tat when i love him so much..
It makes me think am i being dumb ??
I really try my best to please him, & everyone ...
Every single thing he did hurts me so much..
It brings tears to my eyes..
Seriously..
Which is why i hope my results is good enough for me to go aus..
I wana leave this f*** place...
I Hate it ere...
I rather be independence then staying at ere ! imagine i rather be independence than saying ere.. coming from me, it is a big deal..
Cos im dam dependent..
i depend on ppl alot.. which is why im easily affected by every single fucking thing...
I need alcohol..

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