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Dreams..

Sometimes when things fall apart.. U pray to God that everything will be alright again..
You pray so hard.. Hoping that God will hear your prayers...
And when things may seem brighter..
You feel a bit tad happier...
Then sudenly.. BOOM !!!
Things fall apart again... again & again..
It happens so frequently that you might think that all the good stuff, which is not much i might add are all dreams..
You only feel the happiness of it when you are sound asleep..
But once you wake up, it's all gone..
Don't you feel this way at times?
Not only in relationship but in other parts of your life as well..
There are times that we blame God...
We blame our fate..
That why all the good stuff comes so little but the bad stuff comes in boxes..
Millions of boxes heading your way..
You cant escaped from it..
A million boxes become your burden..
You had to carry this burden all your life..
sighs...

This happens to me !!
I felt that everything good happens to me are all dreams..
A dream that i will soon wake up..
And once im awake.. it will all disappear..
Vanish into thin air..
And back to my old freaking pathetic, miserable life...
With millions of probs !!
Sigh..
Tears...

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Happy Chinese new Year !!!!!

Non-stop tears...

Today is Chinese New Year Eve...
But i jus cried non-stop jus now..
Yes.. i did..
Pathetic? i know..
But i cant help it..
Y must he do that to me?Even on CNY eve...
As im blogging this, my tears r coming out from my eyes..
My eyes r blurry thanx to all the tears..
I keep call him.. But no one pick up..
I just duno what to do..
What bout all our plans?
Izit gona cancel??
Sometimes i really duno y all this shit happens to me..
Seriously... i try so hard to be a better person..
But...
I cant stop crying ...
Is just too painful..
Seriously...
Some may think that it's ridiculous to feel this way or that i act like this..
But i cant help it..
I really cant..
I jus hope all this will be ok today...

Anniversary !!!

Yeaps... today is my anniversary with ermm Kah Choon.. hahaa
Guess how long !!! 1 year and 7 months !!! =)
Eventhough today is our anniversary, we still fight...
Arghh !! Stupid bastard !!!
Alwis pick a fight with me!!!
Din even go out with me today..
Cos his shop got some annual dinner ..duno wat larr...
Din even msg me !!!
& he's planning to get super drunk tonight !!!
Stupid bastard..
Asshole...
Fat pig !!!
Arghh !!!

Lee Kah Choon is a stupid bastard, an asshole and a FAT FAT PIG!!
AN UGLY PIG to be exact !!!!!
Stupid fat pig !!!
U better tham me back tonight, asshole!!

*phew.. i feel abit better! abit only!! *=p

Window Shopping

Met up with Sherve and Wen yesterday in 1u.. It's been awhile since i last meet up with them.. I thought i was late when i reach 1u bout 1.55pm.. Give Sherve a call & she's even later than me !! hahaa .. aaa well, im used to waiting for ppl anyway.. Wen is always late when we used to go out last time.. ;P Supposed to window shopping only but in the end bought this lovely card in memory lane and 2 basic tees... =) & im broke right now ... We took a number of pics but it's all inside sherve's cam.. will post it when sherve send it to me !! Then u guys can stare at my two beautiful good frens.. =))

Late Nights

Had too many late nights..
When i meet up with some of my college friends that i havent see for ages, they ask me,
"U not enough sleep ar? y ur bags so teruk wan?"
-_-
Sighs.. this shows how 'early' i sleep everyday..
If im not out drinkin, then i will be on the phone for hours till the wee hours..
Also, lately i had been drinking so much that i got belly..
yes !! beer belly..
Even Jason Lee said so.. he said it indirectly..
"San, u been drinking a lot izit?? "
"Erm.. y?"
"Nth larr.. jus asking.. U like fatter abit dy"
WAT?????

Need to do more exercise dy.. seriously...
If not, my stomach will be as round as Kah Choon's stomach... hahaha
LolZ ...

It's hard to say goodbye

Everyone seems to be leaving..
& im stuck here.. supposed to leave this year for melbourne..
But sighs.. make my decisions to late.. so had to stay here another year !!

rae&alexiss!! u will be seeing me more!! hahaa..i wil stil bug u for another year!!

Nessa is leaving on Feb8.. She's going RMIT in Melbourne... gona miss the crazy side of her..
Balvin is leaving as well.. She's going to Canada...
Shoba is leaving on Feb.. She's going Melbourne Uni... *woo hoo* Congrats !!!
Pang is leaving.. He's waiting for his uni application.. But he's definitely going overseas..
Jo wana go Singapore to studies... *sighs*

I know life's go on.. & everyone will leave to pursue their career or further theri studies..
But sometimes it's hard to bid goodbye to them..
They are part of you.. Part of your memories..
Without the memories, you wont even be who you are right now..

The best part ? most of my friends are in Melbourne..
So i will definitely see them there !!!!
*grins widely*

My weekend ...

My agenda last weekend..
Friday:
Went shopping in the morning again =)
Came back in the afternoon and decided to pack my wardrobe!! =)
I only managed to pack some of it.. like 2 part of my whole wardrobe...Tired-lar..
Sumore so dusty.. make me keep sneeze..
At night went swimming in my fren's condominium in Kelana Jaya.. I love swimming at night.. Cos then i wont get tan =p i can stil swim and keep my fair skin tone =) & the best part? i can swim for hours without worrying the sun will damage my skin =)

Saturday:
Woke up at 7plus in the morning.. Had to go Ipoh,my hometown.. *sighs*
But managed to buy 3 pair of skirts & few tops in Ipoh ... =)
Hahaa.. OMG!! i jus realized that i been spending a lot.. & my new years resolutions was to spend wisely.. ahh well.. chinese new year clothes !! =)
I only came back from Ipoh at bout 10 plus at nite...
I miss my fren's farewell party =(
Well, anyway, Shoba all the best in Melbourne Uni ya !! I will be goin to Melbourne soon..Not melb uni larr.. not smart enough to enter =/

Sunday:
Another early start.. woke up at bout 8.. Wake Kah Choon up. Remind him to fetch me.. He pick me up at about 11plus .. Went to his hse and ate up most of the cny cookies =) haha.. which is why i put on a lot of weight =( Decided to relax my hair cos i cant stand the kembang-ness of my hair anymore!! Went to curve flea market after eating all the cookies =) bought so many accessories =) Next stop? Mont Kiara flea market .. =) But before that, went to Ming Tien to pick Jason up.. 'Kacau' only.. waste my time.. We made a quick stop in Hartamas.. Check out Cat's whiskers and all the F&B outlets =) Saw this Thai restaurant that looks yummy.. hmm.. maybe i will celebrate my bday dere? Reach Mont Kiara bout 5plus.. All the stalls r preparing to close up =( Found the stall Joanne working.. She force me to buy cellotape that costs RM11.90 ... I dun need a cellotape that has musical notes on it but wat the heck lar.. ohhh.. bought bracelets that i love it so much.. I pity Jason& Kah Choon.. Following me.. helping me carry my bag and the tings i purchased.. hahaa =) Went ss2 for dinner.. Had tom yum mihun .. yummm I love the spicy taste.. Met Dennis dere.. When he saw my tom yum mihun, he was like, "wah, very hot wan u knw. U cant tahan anot" hahaha ... For the bowl of mee, i drank 3 cups of soya bean ;P Went to 1u to shop 4awhile after we had our dinner.. I got diarrhoe the same nite i had my tom yum mihun.. hmmm, wil the cause of it came frm the mihun ???

Tagged??

I stumble into someone's blog and since im kinda bored..
I guess i wana do tis tag tingy .. =D
I love doing surveys, quizzes etc etc anyway.. ;)
Well, here goes..............

12 years ago i was...
Im 7 years old tat time..Hmm, let me recall back.. Hmm.. I was Standard 1 in Sekolah Rendah Kebangsaan Damansara Jaya ( SRKDJ) ! I cant remember who was my first fren.. But if im not mistaken it was either Kelly Khoo or Chia Su Vyen.. Either one of them.. Blamed it on my bad memory ;p At that time, i was feeling excited to start school.. My mummy was there on my first day.. yea, yea.. i know wat u guys thinking.. but i was still small larr.. It was a pretty scary sights.. So many unfamiliar faces, unfamiliar surroundings... Saw so many students crying.. It makes me wana cry as well.. What do you know? im emotional even when im young .. *tsk* *tsk* hehee

7 years ago i was....
A senior in a primary school in SRKDJ .. I was a prefect at tat time =) yups.. u heard me.. Kathryn?? Prefect ?? U goota be joking ... nope.. cos u know why? i can go for early breaks & skip classes.. So there.. U know why i become a prefect .. ahhaa.. *shhh* =) Being prefect was AWeesOOMee.. But the downside? have to go to prefect camps.. Yes.. Hv to jungle trekking.. cross the river.. etc etc.. something like ns but beta.. cos it's only 3days 2 nite.. & we get to use our hps.. but i doubt any1 at tat time, tat age will have one.. I was missing home like mad at tat time.. Being away from my smelly pillow was a nightmare.. & after the 3 days 2 nite experience.? my legs & arms are full with bruises.. yes.. from all the scrateches i get from all the tree branches.. OMG !! nightmare... *sighs* but it was a good experience.. cos there wont be any other time tat i will go camping again! after all the horror stories Adrian told me about .. [ i shall tell you all about the horror stories next time ;) ] hahaa

2 years ago i was...
studyin in SMKDJ ... in sub science class... Hmm.. I love 5 Kempas.. Not to brag or anyting.. but 5 Kempas rox.. =) i love every1 of them.. Let me see.. Sherve & Idzham was the center of attention.. Alwis being lovey-dovey in class.. hahaa.. Thn, come the next lovey-dovey couple..
Hua Chuin& Wen Ni.. Imagine sitting next to them.. The 1st couple was sitting in front of me & another was sitting beside me.. I still remember a certain teacher ( name should be kept secret ;p ) tat Wai Hou alwis 'kek' her.. There was once that WH told the teacher, she was a maths teacher, that the sums she did was wrong.. in front of the whole class.. Being the cheeky us, we laugh silently but it was obvious from our face tat we were laughing..& she smell !! yea.. no offense... but... Thn, there's Elaine.. I alwis go to her for gossips, clubs.. & girly gossips.. Sherve & wen will joined in when they r not too busy wif their bfs *ngeks* hahaa .. There was a certain rumour that our class,5 Kempas was the noisiest class in the whole form 5 classes.. hahaa.. Basically, when any1 mention 5 Kempas, thn they will think of oMG! NOISE!! I miss every single of 5 Kempas-ian ...


Yesterday I was....
out shopping with Joanne.. bought so many tops & bags.. Bought a gold bag for seriously a great bargain.. love it so muchhh... Gossipping bout ppl & i realized tat every1 is leaving.. most of my college frens r leaving.. *sob* *sob* sighss..

5 songs I know All The Words to...
Stick With You-pussycat dolls
Confession of a broken heart- Lindsay Lohan
Since you been gone-Kelly Clarkson
The Reason-Hoobastank
Twinkle Twinkle little star =p

5 Favourite toys...
My phones =) yup.. it's not singular.it's plural =p
My camera ... ;)
My pig soft toy.. so piggy.. =)
PS2 =) im addicted to it now.thanx to joanne!! hehe
My disco ball a.k.a the disco ball tat a hamster had in a cage .. hahaha =p

5 fictional character i would date...
Chad Micheal Murray
Edison Chen.. yummmy ... hahaa
Stephen (in Laguna Beach) =)
Jay Chou ??
Shawn Yue ;)

5 people i tag...
wen ni !!!! hahaha
Sherve !!!!! ;p
Elaine !!!!
Rae!! ( i knw u r reading tis!)
you !!


All about me...

Today it will be all about me..
I went for my hair appointment at Peek-a-Boo..
I decided to change my look by.......
*drum rolls*
Curling my hair...
=)
It was ok i guess..
I duno... i kinda think i look weird..
but the stylist said, " u jus curl, tat's y it's like tat. Let it b a few days then the curl wil b more natural."
I guess i should believe her rite..
I duno whether i can stand my curls till erm CNY?
hahaha...
Jason it's nice..
my mum said it's ok lar..
my bro, ermm... (giving me that look)
Anyway, i went for spa after i did my hair..
It's in one of the hotel in KL..
It's dam relaxing...
I feel like im in heaven... *rolls eyes*
seriously... & oh oh...
the person tat massage for me is a guy..
Because that spa tingy is not a local kind of spa, it's an international kind of ting..
Which is y they have guys that work there as well..
A cute guy..
Ur tall,dark handsome kind of guy..
& get this..
He's not local..
He's from Italy...
Ohhh.. italian is damm hot dey..
=)
Im so lucky..
Really feels like im in heaven... =)
I jus love being pampered..
don cha?
=)
I love being me..
I love being a gal..
=)

Refreshed....

Had a long talk wif Jason yesterday nite...
We spent the whole nite talking to each other...
Gosh... it's been awhile since i last talk Jason and had a mindless conversation wif him..
Hmm.. if im not mistaken we talk to each other from 1plus in the morning till 6plus in the morning.. =p
He called me til his credit finish then i called him back till my credit gona finish but havent finish ..hahaa...
I feel better after talking to him..
Eventho my prob is stil there & im still clueless on wat i am gona do about it...
Sighs..
I jus realized something..
Me& Jason always have the same prob...
And both of us will have heartbreak at the same time..
Sighss...
We spent the nite complaining that we can help our frens in their relationship but we can't help ourselves... =/
He is like so into karma stuff more than me..
OMG !!..
It's like everyting i said, he wil be like dun do that lar.. later got balasan wan arr..
not good for karma..
I was like OHHH--KAYYY...
In the end of our talk, i had decided..
I had find a solution..
But im not sure whether it's the rite thing to do anot..
Some said no.. Some said yes..
But i learn not to listen to wat other people said & do wat i really wan..
& i really wana do that..
But fear is inside me rite now..
What if..
Yea.. the IF thing again..
Im not sure whether i make the rite decision anot..
I hope that for the 1st time ever, my decision is the rite decision..

*pray hard to God now*

What A Way To Start A Brand new day...

I woke up with puffy eyes and with a terrible bags and dark circles under my eyes..
Had a terrible stomach pain... Like gastric but i don't think it is consider the amount of food I had consumed...
& it wasnt my period either..
=(
Was trying to sleep and when i finally able to doze off my phone rang..
The tone was, What's ur flave by Craig David.
I tot it was from him...
But it turn out it was Adrian..
Disappointed written on my face and it shows on my voice as well..
aaa..welll...
And i found out tat the stomach pain i was having is not gastric nor period.
It's the effect of vomiting the whole nite..
Adrain said it was the acid duno wat tat effect ur stomach..
Something like tat -lar.. wasn't really listening anyway...
The bad news? it will go on for days.. =(
It's true tat fri 13th is an unlucky day..
I got puffy eyes from crying too much yesterday..
I slept with my makeup on.. which explain why my bags and dark circles are getting worse..
& to make matter worse my hair stink of ciggarettes and god knows what..
The good news?
Im going to salon to watch my hair.. =)
I hate starting a day with puffy eyes...
But it seems that i had puffy eyes every morning..
So i guess it shouln'dt make a difference..
I dun really care how i look now anyway..
I eat eventhough i feel dam full..
Im to lazy to exercise..
All im seem to be doing is going out and drinking ..
& to make matter worse, im crying every single moment..
I cried while watching comedy movie..
I cried while eating..
I cried while im reading magazine..
Pathetic? yea.. i know..
& i havent gotten around to talk to Jason yet..
Kinda no mood to call him..
I don't bother calling anyone to talk to..



Oh.. i jus changed my frenster password..
ps: wen, how you know it;s my 3rd acc?? hmm...

Espanda

Due to all the frigging things that had happen...
I decided to let myself have a lil fun ;p
I went Espanda last nite.. im saving Ghetto for Sherve,wen & elaine & oso Jason..
hahaa..
So decided to went Espand with my long lost galfrens.. haha
It's been so long since i last saw them ...
Decided to meet up with themm..
supposed to go yum char only but in the end all of us decided to go clubbing..
The reason: So long never go clubbing dy lar ..haha
Bought this really cute baby doll top in XOXO but the right occasion has not pop in..
& finally i get to wear my brand new top =)
It's pink in color in case all of u all r wondering... =P
They picked me up at about 10 plus...
I specifically ask them to pick me last so i get more time to do my makeup & stuff like that..
But being so "nice", they picked me up after they picked Jessie..
And all Jessie did was, "we gona reach ur hse in 5mins"
I was like, "huh? Im not ready! i tot u guys pick me up last.."
" i don't care..Faster... 5 mins arr..no need to dress so nice wan lar..later u hog our limelight arr"
yyeaa..yeaaa.. wuteva... =(
So being me, i did my makeup in less than 5mins..
Pheww... .. =)
Oh... i forget to bring my camera... =/
*sob*
But fortunately Jessie remember hers...
Now all i had to do is bug her to send to me =)
Espanda was pretty packed..
Couldn't really remember the whole event ...
But the only thing i remember is tat i vomited on a guy's shoes...
Oppss....sorrrii
& the worst part, the guy is Jessie fren and he's kinda cute..
with boyish smile & check out his eyes...
He got that puupy dog eyes that make you melt.. hehehe
Oh.. his name is Josh Lee.. =)
OMG !! I jus realized another ermm Lee guy ??
I don't know what's up with me & Lee guys ???
*sighs*
I hate hangovers!! ...
Having another hangover !! =/
& i swore to myself tat i will never drink again?!?
jus one last time for tonite...
Zouk tonite...
=)
Got vip invite worr...
of cos must go larr ritee..
*ngeks*
My last time going clubbing..!!
I promise!!
Unless it's someone's bday or special occasion =)

=)

Im gona bring out my hooker heels tonight !!!
Cheers!!!
Lolz ....
Hahaaaa...
To elaine,sherve&wen...
Im counting down to the days that you guys gona bring out your hooker heels & dance the nite away with me...
Next thurs ya???
I will post pics jus for u sherve..
Since u wana see my ugly pics... hahahaa

My Friendster had been hacked!!

Erm.. is that too dramatic?
Well, i think someone had been using my friendster account to erm, i duno.. do stuff???
Im not sure which account..
Sorrii... i know i had too many account...
but it means i can upload more pics!!
Hmmm.. i think i need to change my password..
I din't know that my password is so easily err..revealed?
Oh maybe i told people myself when im drunk ???
OMG ...
The effects of alcohol ...

Love Stories..

I read someone's (name should be annoymous) blog recently about you write your own love stories...
And it keep me thinking that yea, there is some sense about that sentence..
But in our real world, how many people actually has the chance to write your own love stories..
Don't get me wrong.. im not saying that you cant get a partner or something like that..
I'm just saying that the chances of writing it is like maybe 40% ??
It is not easy to write your own love stories, the beginning of your life, the ending of your life..
If it's so easy to write your own stories..
Then why do alcohol, drugs & ciggs exist?
Why do pubs, clubs exist?
It is to drown your sorrow !!
Yea, i know im negative ...
How i wish that i can write my own love story ..
How everyone wish that they could write their own love story but if life is so f*** easy then it is not life..
It is fantasy..
Life is not easy...
Yes, it's not..
You can only write your own love stories if both partners participate in it..
If you r the one that care about it, then wat kind of frigging love stories is that??
Fantasy?

Foolish Games..

I think that there are times that God is unfair..
I know im being so disgraceful for staying that..
Some of you might think that if God is unfair, then you wont even be so perfect in sense that you dun have broken legs or arms etc etc..
Yes, i know.. i really am sorry for saying that..
So i guess i should just blame myself for being so stupid... with a capital S
I want to blame on fate.. but my bro said something that makes me think..
"Fate lies in your own hand. It is up to you to grab it. You think by reading feng shui book you can do any big drastic change meh."

and yea i guess.. i used to think that feng shui can change my life.. but i don't think so..
i read the feng shui books about what to expect each month..
But guess what..it is not accurate..
it does not happen what it say will happen..
Come to think of it.. it is always the opposite of what the book state that is gona happen..
I really don't know what am i feeling right now..
What's with all this foolish games that you are doin to me?
You are leaving me undecided.. i don't know what is wrong with you !!
I never regret what i do everyday..
I never regret the changes i had made..
I never regret every single thing that we did..
But what's with all this foolish game..
all these games are really tearing me apart..
breaking me into pieces..
I duno whether should i still linger around?
Should i still stick with you ?
Give me an answer..

A super super long post...

I was feeling kinda down 2day.. So i read tis really touching book again.. i read it more than 3 times i think .. And there's one part that kinda reflect what i feels right now...

Holy was walking through an entire field of pretty tiger lillies; the wind was blowing gently, causing the silly petals to tickle the tips of her fingers as she pushed through the long strands of bright green grass. The ground felt soft and bouncy beneath her bare feet, and her body felt so light she almost seemed to be floating just above the surface of the spongy earth. All around her birds whistled their happy tune as they went about their business. The sun was so bright in the cloudless sky she had to shield her eyes, and with each brush of wind that passed her face, the sweet scent of the tiger lilies filled her nostrils. She felt so... happy, so free. A feeling that was alien to her her these days.
Suddenly, the sky darkened as her Carribean sun disappeared behind a looming gray cloud. The wind picked up and the air chilled. Around her all the petals of her tiger lilies were racing through the air wildly, blurring her vision. The once spongy ground was replaced with sharp-pebbled stones that cut and scraped her feet with every step. The birds had stopped singing and instead perched on their branches and stared. Something was wrong. Ahead of her in the distance a gray stone was visible amid the tall grass. She wanted to run back to her pretty flowers, but she needed to find out what was ahead.

I went to Taylors today to sell my books.. I only managed to sell two books.. And i realized that i sold it for kinda cheap.. damm !!but whatever.. not good to take advantage of people...
Went to pyramid with deb and harmeet.. Have lunch in Nando.. Their faces were so funny.. cos the chicken were too spicy for their taste... Tears starting forming in their eyes..
Deb look like she just cried..
The girls were trying to cheer me up today but kinda failed..
U know larr.. when im really in a emo mood, nothing can cheer me up..
even goin to club & drinking..
but thanx for trying tho!! *luv u babess*
Oh thanx for humoring me by sampling all the cookies... =)
Sorry..couldnt spend more time with u guyss ..... =/
catch up again k ??

Had a long talk with deb and harmeet today...
talk bout uni, our hols plan, study plans & relationship..
Deb & her bf, Adrian got back together.. im so happy for u guys.. ! =)


" The grass is always greener on the other side.. It will never seem to be greener on the side you are now with or on "
Deb said that to me and no doubt i agree with her.. i do but sometimes it's hard... i alwis think bout the meaning of that quote..
I tried so hard not to do any sins stuff ...
But what do i get in return? even "sinner" stuff happens to me..

I tried not to talk/ gossip bad stuff bout people..
Because i think it's unhealthy and it's theri own life anyway..
I tried not to cheat on my bf..
because the same thing will happen to u sooner or later..it may not b a 1 day thing.. i may be a 2 year ting..
I tried to do more good deeds..(e.g. donate to any1 that ask for donations if i have the cash)
Because tho u can't help every single person but u r glad to help those that needed it& that approach u..
I tried not to merajuk/whine more..
Because u may think it's cute but others might find it annoying to them& u cant get what u want by doin so.. so y bother to do that?

I did all those that i mention.. i do.. but yet.. *sighs*
i feel bad bout complaining the same probs all the time..
But...
*sighs*
I feel bad to alwis ma fan Jason... (sorrrii Jason)
But...
All questions left unanswered... unattended...
Every single frigging thing is a BIG question mark to me..
All seem so alien to me but yet a part of it is expected ..
I tried so many ways so that my questions r all answered but...
I failed to do so..
I feel so failure right now..
Yes, i do..
I can help any1 but myself..
*huh?*
I think im more of a giver than taker.. i read this article bout being more of a giver than a taker.. & the consequences.
I did a quiz on ' R u a Giver or a Taker?'
and guess what the results r.. yes, if u duno..
im a giver..
I felt kinda pressure sometimes.. cos i hv to pleased every single person.. it makes me so fake at times that i think i had lost my real identity/personality..
dun get me wrong.im stil the same old wei san or kathryn..but it's jus that i duno who r the real me anymore..
some wil jus say im the merajuk wan.. the baby wan..
but that r jus the results of pleasing every1 too much..

I have to get back my personality..
How?that will b another prob..
Can i stop pleasing every1 jus by a snap of finger?
Can i jus ignore every single thing?
Right now, im not sure i can..
This is how whiny,desperate&dependent i had bcum..
I hate myself for being like tat..
i know some of my frens find it annoying as well.
they r jus being nice by not stating it..
Oh god.. i jus realized that i written a super long post..
that im sure it's gona bored the hell of any1 who read tis..
ahh..well..

ps: im sorri if im clingy, annoying to any1... millions of sorrie..

routine...

There's alwis sumting tat happens every month..
no.. it's not pms.. period ..wateva..
but it's sort of like period.. only cums once in a month and even so it is given us, gals a lot of hassles...
Imagine if it happens like maybe twice a month.. wah...
I really duno why there's sumting bad happens in my relationship every month..
d same frigging thing... same probs.. same situation..
wtf is all tis...
wen said sumting to me when i told her bout tis...
"maybe he's having pms or period oso-lar" (laughs loudly)
so funny =p
i duno...
feel weird bout tis ting..
sort of deja-vu..
don't u guys realized tat every motnh there's one post it's bout d same thing..
same probs.. same whine...
he's weird lar..
really dun understand him.. cant predict wat's next ..
*sighs*
*rolls eyes*
damm.. maybe i have not being doin a lot of good deeds..
i hateeeee it .................
i was so excited to start a new year wif a new beginning..
but he had to spoilt it ...
F** ...

New Year Resolutions..

i know!! it's kinda late for me to make a new year resolutions.. but spare me.. i alwis make new year resolutions.. =) but keeping it? ... well, some of it .. =) *ngekz* LolZ..
let's start making new year resolutions !! ... ( so excited... ) hehee

1. Exercising more.. means actually working up a sweat & not d cin-cai workout .. =)
2. Succesfully diet... & no more nvm-lar, eat dy only diet tmw.. !!
3. Study harder... must get into melbourne uni...plan to transfer to melb u from monash..
4. Shop less.. means tat no more buying anyting(even socks!) during d weekend or anyday unless got special occasion.. hehehe
5. "merajuk" less..
6. B more independent!!not rely on bf too much.. im sure i can do it, wen!! (dun laugh!!)
7. Appreciate my frens more...
8. Learn to cook proper meals!! =)

weee.. i made my resolutions.. im happy !! hope tat 2006 wil b beta than 2005...
so much tears& sadness in 2005... there r some happiness, definitely.. but neway..
new year.. new life.. new beginning..

Jus a random post....

it's been awhile since i last blog...
the reason: lazy-larr... =P
well, im not sure whether this is the 100th entry... but oh well, wat the heck..
recently, i read an entry from http://blissfulfacade.blogspot.com/ about labelz...
i agree with her that dj gals are being judge by rumours...
in other words, dj gals r given labelz..
i remember one tiny incidents when i enter cpu in taylors...
ahh.. well... 1st day in cpu is alwis ice-breakin tingy... childish? but it's beta than assignment.. ;P
anyway, when people ask me, "wat high school u used to from?"
me: SMKDJ... u know where..
they will b like, " erm, no offense or anyting.. i hope i dun offense u or ur frens or wateva but i think all dj-ians gals r bimbo & snobbish.. & all they ever care about is spending money & party..
they oso alwis look down on people... "
Erm.. NONE TAKEN?!?
i was like.." ohh.. really, nolar.. u duno us well enuff yet lar... can't judge a book by its cover wert rite?"
they has tis look on their face.. as if they agree wif what i say so that they wont offense me..
wateva... i cant b bother bout that..
i mean come to think bout it, what can i do rite...
they can say wateva they want to say..
i cant stop words from coming out of their mouth..
all i know that my frens know the real me...
the merajuk side of me & the sumtimes quite good-larr of me.. =P
y r people being label?
i admit i used to labe people.. but i had changed due to something... ( *secret* =P)
i realized that it's bad to label someone jus cos they r not like u.. they r not like a clone of u..
GOd makes every single human being special in it's own way ...
if everyone is the same, how can we know who's who..
(wen, if u r reading tis, pls stop makin vomit sounds.. hahaa.. im being erm deep ere.. so ... =] )
i think this post of mine will raise a lot of eye brows... hahaha..
ahh..well.. new year new thinking.. (for now =P )

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