I woke up early today :) 11 plus in the morning... when i mentioned this to my mum, she sarcastically said, "wah, dam early!" -_" i slept at 5 last night whey... so waking up at 11 plus is early... but oh well.... there's another reason why i woke up early today.. because im going klcc to shop! hehe =P But.... after im ready to go, i realized Laguna Beach is on MTV.. back to back episode!How could i miss it?? so i decided not to go KlCc.. I stay at home to watch Laguna Beach... Talan is hot :) Before they left, i asked my mum to get me some nice bag in Guess.. and she did ! i was so happy i was hopping around =P but she said, "im gona minus the price of this bag form your allowance. Don't think im paying for you becuase you have too many bags.You dont need anymore bag!" *groans* I dont have alot of bags ler....if i consider owning alot of bags, try looking at WenZ, ElaIne, or SherVe's bags collection... hehehe :) but oh well, at least i got a new bag ! hehhee... im a happy lil girl... but lil old me will have to steal's ppl foods and drinks for the next few weeks.. or either that, not eating and drinking(except for plain water)... oh well, it's good in a way.. because then i can diet ! hehehe.... kills two birds with one stone... wtf =P So excuse my uncivilized attitudes for the next few weeks or so =Pp




My white Guess bag courtesy of my mum's err so-called energy =P She claimed it's a torture trying to find a nice bag in Guess for me -_" excuse the date in the pic... i wurveee the bag .... :)
Later, when my parents came back, we went 1u for dinner... had dinner in Shogun... yummy... salmon is yummy :) LoLz... I didnt take pictures because i was too busy enjoying the food.. hehe :) I went to the Guess in 1u.. not much choices left... there are limited designs for the baby tees and bags :/ oh well... i should start saving money and not spending anymore since all the nice stuffs are gone! =P wtf.... KeL and Von, next fri shopping ??? hehehe.... need to release stress... =P Zara in 1u is dam messy and not much clothes left... my mum said the one in Klcc had a lot of choices in reasonable price.. if my mum said in reasonable price, means its cheap !! arghh... i wana go klcc Zara... *doing a Vonnie screams* =P sighsss........... alritee.... i need to get back to my marketing tutorial questions, which its dam hard.. arghhhh... i dont get what they want oso.. sighs... dumb old me.. :(



Laguna Beach Rox! :) hehee

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Money and capital sux ! when i said sux, it really sux... i been doing money and capital short-essay questions for the past 2 hours.. but yet im still stuck at question 1.. fcukkk... and not only 1 short essay questions but 6 short essay questions... fcukk.. arghh... and first chapter of the textbook is like the 3th or 4th chapter of any other textbook.. *gasp in horror* im so screw... im so screw... i dont understand at all !!! i need to study study study money and capital this weekends... no going out shopping even if its mega sales..

* 15 minutes later *
fcukkk... still trying to make my question 1 answers perfect.... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa................ im gona die....... Kel i need u wheyyyyyyyyy..............why oh why money and capital so hard... shitt.. if the minor subjects for finance is so dam hard.. then maybe i shouldnt take finance... if not, im so gona die mannn..... waaa.. fcukkk.... *emo* *emo*
im getting crankier day by day........ OMG.. i think im getting stress... stress on the second week.. fcukkk..... this is bad ! shittt.... my eyes are getting tired.. i need to sleep....... i need to.. but i cant.. im having gastric cos i didnt eat dinner.. but i had pan mee for lunch.. so it should last me till at nite when i wana sleep rite ?? stuuuppid stomach.. gastric for what... sighss.. i dont care.... money and capital.. money and capital... must do money and capital... ohhh... money and capital lectures at 8am tmw.. shit, this is one lecture tat i cant late.. the lecturer will lock d bloody lecture theatre if we are 15 mins late?? fcuk.. who wana volunter to wake me up??? :) im getting impatitent.......why kenot find asnwers wan?? why ?why? whyyyyyyyyyyyyy?? *pulls face*
ooooooohhhhhhhhhhh, i just found out that i had last sem's tutorial answers... thanx to wee who got it for me frm one of the seniors.. but copying is baddd.... i wana do myself to learn... *tempting to copy off the answers* hmmmmmmmmmm.......

Today for lunch we had pan mee :) in the famous ss19... yummm.. pan mee! my all time fav ! :) my marketing tutorial ends early today.. 10.30... class start at 10 and end at 10.30. i think my tutor knows im dying for my pan mee dy ...hehee. Wee went to pick KeL and Vonnie from TCPJ.. my first time to TCPJ... *blush* malu sial... like 'katak di bawah tempurung'.. haha... =p tcpj looks grand :) like some kind of nice hotel.. :) it was nice to see KeL and Vonnie .. missing kel and vonnie lots.. :)) Aaron finally took a break from studying and came pan mee-ing with us.. mich follow aaron...Tracy came along.. her fren drop her there.. i couldnt finish my pan mee.. so wee ate mine ... buffalo is a big eater ! =P we finished our pan mee and alex and yin came... jason and mel, joey, siu and joanne still missing in actions ... finally, after 1 hour plus, they came..... Aaron drop Tracy, KeL and Von home.. and he himself went back home to study ?!? me, wee and mich decided to make a move as i want to do my econs assignment... we went to the library... 2nd week of teaching period and we are in the library... *beams produly* hehee ..... for the pictures go to Von's blog :)

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Got the pictures from Wee and MeL...Our genting trip =P
As you can see, the date is kinda old ... i drafted this quite long ago but forgot to post it =P
Anyway, if im not mistaken, we went Genting on the next day after monash results were out..13 july... :)
It was a torture getting up so early... i reached Yee Leng house at 8.15 am... waiting for alex to pick us up to Kl Sentral... met up with Wee in Kl Sentral and we took a bus up to Genting... The package up to Genting from Kl Sentral is worth it... RM35 plus theme park tickets and two way bus tickets.. We supposed to take cabel car up to Genting but the cabel car station was closed for service.. The bus ride was half an hour to 45 mins... The ride is awesome.. bumpy around the corner... wee is scared of bus ride .. =PpP hehe... i was trying to keep my mind of my not so good results :( Jason, Joey, Melissa, Siu Siu and Joanne took the 11am bus ride while the four of us (Me,Yee Leng, Alex and Wee) took a 10 am bus ride.. The four of us reached earlier and we walked around First World Hotel while waiting for Jason, Mel, Joey, Siu and joanne to arrive.. Wee was smoking like mad -_- he claimed that because its genting and its cold, so can smoke more.. right... crapy betul... -_""" Once Jason and the four awesome girls :) reached, and after they checked in ( they are putting a night in Theme Park Hotel).. we went to theme park... Jason as usual was bullying me; mocking my height, my supposingly bimbo-ness, etc etc :( I hate u jason Lim !!!!!!!!! *dun make me write tat particular nick ere* hehehe =pP The rides in Theme Park were awesomeeee... :) eventhough im kinda scared even before sitting it.. but still i wurvee it cos i wurve exciting stufff .. hehee......... but i skipped one particular rides.. the new ride... erm, i think it's called flying coaster ?!? but all of us called it superman returns ride =P LoLz... i dare not take this particular ride... MeL screamed even before they started going up .. hehee... u can see her feets moving up and down... =P once the ride started, the girls didnt scream as much.. hmmm, maybe it's not as scary as me and wee thought? but jason was laughing like mad up there.. everyone scream except for him... -_" wtf... me and wee skip this ride... oh well.... we had fun while waiting for them too rite Wee?? =P oh oh.. before i post pictures, i remembered walking in to BumCity and saw SpongeBob soft toy.. hehe... i wurvee it... :) but i didnt get it.. was actually thinking whether to get it anot... but then i forgot all about spongebob when we went in to theme park.. even i remember and wana get it, i dont have the time to went back there to get it.. :((((( *sob* SPONGEEEBOBBBBB
alriteyy.. pictures ... :)









mua and wee dear :) *big squishy hugs* excuse d double post.. i dont why double pics alwis appear when i post pics... i think blogspot hate me :/
me, alex, and yee leng.... my high school frens :) Dj-ians peeps .. lolz
me, wee dear, yee leng... he's jealous cos Alex gets to take picture with the two girls... so he demanded Alex to take a picture of him with two girls as well -_"""
Yee Leng and mua in First World Hotel... Horses behind us... Horses that had light =)

Yee Leng and Alex.... been together for like forever :)
alex and mua in our shades... :))
Me and WeeDear :) Wee claimed that we look the same in the first picture... hmmm, good poser skills perhaps ? =Pp
Then, we got bored... so we cam-whore ourself.. =P while waiting for jason to arrive !-_"
meeeeeeeeeee :)
The boy trying to be a poser like me... think u can?maybe on tues lar =P wtf... lolz
Jason finally show his 'gorgeous face' *rolls eyes* .... =p after takin years of god knows what he's doing =p mua and jason with our shades :) we r posers ! ~~~ rite Jason ?? =P
The girls :) (l-r): Siu, Yee Leng, Mua, MeL, Joanne and Joey =)) KeL and Vonnie are missing tho :(((

i look weird in tis pic.. but the flowers are gorgeous... so focus on the flowers !! =) hehe...

The people that day :) [L-R]: Mua, Joanne, Siu, Jason, Joey, Yee Leng, MeL, Alex and Wee :)


Yee Leng, me, MeL, Joanne... MeL got nice dimples *jealous* =p

The girls minus Yee Leng.... we were waiting for some sort of ride... lurve this particular ride we are waiting for... its like sitting on a swing and u will get higher and higher and it will swing ... hehe... the only ride that im not scared of... hehehe =P

Jason, Alex, Yee Leng, Wee and me :)
Meeeee kissing some kinda statue tingy :)
Wee and me in some flying elephant kinda ride :) we self-potrait ... niceeeeeeeee ?? LoLz
Yee Leng and Alex... on the flying elephant ride :)

Jason and the girls.. they take pictures without the four of us... cos they said fliyng elphant is a lame ride -_"

muaaa :) look at the ride behind me.. that's the ride me and dear skip ! i dont want to come down and end up throwing up -_"

The boy and mua.... damm! im short ! :/ I hate being short! *doing Vonnie screams* hehe



Alex and his gal, Yee Leng :)

me and Wee... *thanx for everything* :) even tho u alwiz bully me, mean to me and harsh to me *smacks ur head* =P

me and jason.... when we pose, we can really pose :) wtf...
MeL and Jason...
Siu and Jason...
Jason and Joanne..

Joey and Jason... JOey is super tall... i wish i have her height and mel's dimple


Everyone was sitting on the flying coaster ride except for the two of us.. so we cam-whore =P he got influenced by me... he lurve taking pics as much as me now =P lolz
wee and mua ... inside some kinda traditional kinda car tingy.. and im driving ! *beams proudly*


Alex and Yee Leng .....

Spot the similarities and differences in both pictures.. :)
mua and wee on the boat ride...The boat ride is uber romantic.. but when i mentioned this to him, all he said was, " ok-lar. i know my leg dam tired from pedalling" -_"""" sighs... guys are not romantic at all !!
There are more pictures but blogger is hating me.. i cant post anymore pictures .. :/ will post more when blogger is being nice to me =P
Genting was fun... :) but it will be more fun with KeL and Von ...because KeL's laughter is contagious... and Von wtf is contagious oso... and u guys dont want to go!!! y? y? :( hate u lar! =p heheee......... it was great tho..with the cold air but it will be more awesome if my results were better ... wtf .. sighss... oh well...........
toodless...............................

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Im piss.... i dont know why..........
Im listening to emo songs....till thinking about nonsense....
Arghh..a big sorry to those that if i accidentally scolded you guys... im jus feeling piss at this moment.. i dont know why... maybe cause i dont understand the stuff im reading for money and cap... or wait... i cant sleep..... :(( everyone is sleeping soundly... who should i disturb? my bestest fren Jason Lee is sleeping like a pig... i called him jus now and he asked me to call him back tmw morning -_""" and i bet WenZ is sleeping... and i know how much she needs her beauty sleep.. so i decided not to disturb her.... KEL is most prob be sleeping ... sighss... who is awake at this moment? so i can rant a lil on my mood swings..... :((( im getting fatter.. mummy said i need to eat less... waaaaaaaaaaaaa.............. *sulk* *sulk*
I just remembered who i can disturb at this moment.... hehee.... guess... guess hard... *giggles*
yessss.... WeE... im gona call him now and disturb him.. hehe.. =D he should know that i dont sleep earlyy.. hehee......... thank god for him... :) im a luckyy girl... *u un what i meant rite?* :)

toodles people... im gona bug him noww..
*pray that he can listen to his phone ringing*
niteyyyyy ...........

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My mom woke me up at 9 plus in the morning today...She said, " if you want to repair your mp3, you better wake up now" .. i woke up and got ready and she came into my room telling me no need to go early cos she had to go her fren's house... WTF !! i were feeling so fcukking piss that moment.. fcukkk ! then why the fcuk you wake me up so early for... fcuking piss mann... arghh.... and my babyy is still not with me... babyyyyyyyyyyyyy.... where art thou ?? missing my babbyyy... without my baby, im so lost... babyyyyyyyyyyy :((

Yesterday was spent in 1u with Von, KeL, Justin, Way, Sab and Cheetah (new face)... =P missing KeL and Von so much =) Dear suprised me in the morning.. he came to my place at 11 plus in the morning? made me my milo kosong ais... thermos keep cold? -_"" lurvee the milo kosong ais dearr.. thanx :) * big squishy hugs* he left bout 12 plus as he had lecture at 1.. but that silly boy forgot to check his timetable and misread it.. so he had to be in uni alone till his next lecture at 3 .. i hope he's alone =P and not doing anything kinky? =PP i reached 1u at 4.45 .. hehe.. was doing econs assginment back at home =P hence, the late-ness. Met up in Guess.. Guess sales is kinda cheap... :) but didnt buy much.. im on budget :/ and i know mummy will nag me like hell if i were to buy anymore stuff in ermm Guess.. KeL, Von and Sab came just on time afta i grab some bags and desperately need girls opinion... :) Then, Jason came with Wee, Justin, Way and Cheetah.. That Jason fella is so mean.. say wana hang out with us.. but nv !! celaka sial =P Watched American Haunting.. I hate movie that based on real life kinda thing.. arghh. that show remind me of Exorcism of Emily Rose.. Shitttt.. but thank god its not as scary... if not, most prob, I will FORCE someone to stay in my house to accompany me.. yess, im a scaredy cat =P The movie is only bout 1 hour plus.. After movie, went to TopShop to see SherVe :) That gal is complaining how bitchy her boss is =P missing her lots.. :) After a lil topshop visit, we decided to go AC... to eat.. :) and Von, i eat .. :)) wee ate pan mee and i had popia.. hmmm, i got a thing for popia and spring rolls... ask KeL and Von if you dont believe.. 3 nights in a row eating popia ?=P oh well.. and i think von and sab were gross out by me and wee.. cos we ate chilli like nobody's business... hehe.... i lurveeeeee chilli... :)) and im dying for spicy foods.. after 3 weeks of eating foods with no chillies... wowww.... spicy foods ere i come ! =P
Wee sent Sab and KeL back home and drop me home after that ... *thanx dearr* even tho, u lazy to turn back to give me my babbyyy back.... :(( oh well... i hope my babyy is in good condition! and charge it if got no battery =P
and yess, i un why ur car had to start again... wait... actually, i dont un =P u evil....bully me... harsh to me... LoLz... went back home and after a shower, i dont feel like sleeping cos my baby is not with me... so, online and continue with my econs assignment :) oh well.... *shrugs*

And im still feeling piss... stupidddddddddddddddddd..... .i wana go repair my mp3 .............. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... fcukkkkkkkkkkk............................ and wee nv reply my msg...... i hate him.... where's my babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ??????????

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My baby phone is in Wee's car.. :( i left my phone there when he drop me home and he dont want to turn back to give me back! celaka sial ! :(( im missing u baby.......... the phone i mean, not you Wee!! :P everyone that know me know i cant survive without my phone... right WeNz? she will know that if my phone is missing, i cant sleep, cant eat for ages =Pp LolZ.
Had some ups and downs last night... had some kinda emo thing going on last night.. anyway, everything's back to normal today :))

Happy 1 month anniversary Wee dear ! LoLz..
Tho we had our misunderstanding, ups and downs... but thanx for alwis being there for me..Even when you alwis bully me =P but we still had our happy moments :)
*thanx for the sweet lil thing u gave me.i wurve it :) *

and i did something for you too, but cos im so mad at you i decided not to give u! *i know u r reading my blog!* =P maybe i give you next time ? :) but you dont really care those little things right ? :)


*i wan my baby back*
babyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ...... my phone wee.. not you =Pp

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Hello new haircut

I know why i am dreading to take econs again.. because i so HATE it.. im trying to start on the econs assignment 1.. waaa... fcuk... this sem econs harder ar? why like so HARD wan? first question of the assignment is already 5 marks? *gasp* OMGGG !!! oh man, if assignment is harder, then finals will be harder oso ?? OH SHIT... im so dead ... im so fcuking dead... what if i had to take it again next sem? *gasp in horror* ... equilibrium, quantity demanded, supply, factors..... arghh! :(

Since im not really into the mood of doing econs now.. :P
i shall post pictures.... hmmm, but go no pictures to post :P cos my pen drive is with mich =P oh well, i shall post it another time...

after thinking for few mins, i decided to post the before and after picture tingy on me..... :))




before my hair cut.. im missing my long hair.. hehehehe .. :P :P

hello short hair... :)

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Sometimes it's better for me to express myself in words than to verbally talk to express myself..
Because when i express myself verbally, i cant bring the words that i want to say..
Reading Cynthia's blog make me think about what's the real me...
Sometimes i dont even know.. am i different in somebody's eyes?
OR am i the same in everyone's eyes?
When he said he looks at you differently, does he mean it ?
When he said you are different from the rest, you realized that you wouldnt care what other people think about you because you know you are different in that person's eyes..
You know that person believe in you..
You know that person is gona be there for you, gona go down the road that's full with insecurities with you..
And you feel safe.. warm... secure... happy...
But you wonder, what makes you different than what he sees in others? how can he possibly see it when everyone doesnt?
I know the moment he gets close, at times i pull back...
maybe cos of the....things... i went through....
i fear... im afraid...... im scared... im vulnerable..
Im sensitive to what happen.. i am... but sometimes people misunderstand your sensitive-ness and misinterpret it as something else... something that can trigger a person's feelings/mood.
When i feel too comfortable in that certain path, what if it backfired ? what if you thought the person that can sees you differently is just lying? is just toying with you from the beginning?
I give my trust... i give it fully.. because if i dont, whats the use of he seeing you in a different way...
What is happiness ?
Happiness is when I see couples love each other even though they have fought many times or given each other the 'silent treatment' but still see them stay faithful and committed to each other.

I believe happiness is obtain when you know he sees you differently.. he believes in you.. he trusted you.. he sees the real you and you can be yourself, which include being childish in front of him.. not afraid to cry in front of him because you know he will hold you when you cry, he will tells you everything it's alright even tho both of you know that a simple sentence is not the way to everything..You are not afraid to tell him whats on your mind... you go to him when you got problem and both of you worked it .. when you know he trust you at any circumstances... also, he knows you are sad even tho you said you are feeling alright cos he can sees thru u.. he knows when you are jus acting strong when you are feeling weak at tat time.. and happiness is when you know he can be your mate, best fren, girl fren, guy fren and study partner at any time..... a simply gesture that most people might think that's no big deal can put a smile on your face........that's happiness to me... happiness is not when he had to buy you expensive stuff to cheer you up.. or he brings you somewhere expensive..... it's when you and him sitting on the park, looking at the twinkling stars and just talk whatever that comes into your mind........ or having picnic outside your house, on the porch... or celebrating the duration of time you guys together by being with each other, doing nothing on your anniversary but you have each others company.. that's all it matters...

Sometimes it might look safe and secure, but there's hidden obstacles that you cant see .. and when it happens, it's impact it so strong that you will end up thinking maybe you should be a different person and act differently........

Thinking back the memories i had with....

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Finally, got the pictures from Aaron..
It was sometime during the holidays..
That week when everyone in Monash or ACCA finished their finals..
That week where we supposed to go Ghetto but cant make it...
So we went Absolute in Bangsar instead... Oh well..
It was still fun :)
I remember that night someone did something sweet for me .. hehe ..
Anyway, pictures...
It's been awhile since i post pictures :)
Oh btw, Jason lied to not only me and KeL but to MeL, joey, Joanne and Siu Siu as well..
Last night, he told us that he got a haircut.. a super short haircut that's close to bald...
And i was being so nice, pujuking him, telling him he would look nice no matter wat..
But he lied to us! wtf.. i hate u jason...
Oh and today, we went to Pepper Corn, in ss15 for lunch.. been awhile since im back in taylors area... memories mann...... :) bitter sweet memories...










Aaron is not good at taking pictures in front of the mirror... =P we were in his house waiting for Wee to finish getting ready... Wee took like half an hour? to get ready -_-
KeL and mua.... supposingly a lan si pose... but oh well.. =P

I duno what was i doing.. if im not mistaken, making my hair ?!? =p mich happily enjoying her bacardi shots =P

KeL with Bacardi :) she looks hot... dosent she ? =))
mua and mich.. my face is reddd !! :( die... i jus realized that my face gets red easily after a few shots of alcohol.. die... :((

On the dance floor ...jason look funny ere =P
im behind =P i cant recalled why i was laughing like mad .... maybe something jason did? =P

Kel, mich and jason.. on the dance floor.. im hidden... =P



me and Aaron... my face is super uber red :(

Aaron and KeL.... they look nice in pictures :)

Aaron, KeL and Mich....

me, aaron and mich... they look nice! waahh, my face is gila red wheyy.... :( lobster red ! :(

Wee dear and mua.... his old hairstyle =) i shall post the before and after haircut tingy one day :) my face still look red.. celaka... but my arms look skinny ere =P This was taken before going to Langkawi...too much junk foods in langkawi made me gain weight :(


Jason and KeL...

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