Showing posts with label fml. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fml. Show all posts
Time for...
Been consuming too much oily food, junks and chocolate for the past weeks!
From today onwards, I will be having these for breakfast and lunch!
And mostly steam food and vegetables for dinner!
Hopefully it will do my complexion and waistline some good :)
I am in luck because I love having oats :D
Nights! :)
Sinful....
Dear God,
Please let me have the determination to resist desserts or if not make everyone around me FAT so i can be more confident :(
Look at my chubby face (-.-)
Everytime without fail, both of us always ordered desserts!
And rcently been having all these:
1. Chatime Bubble Tea
2. Snowflake
3. Starbucks session.
4. Macaroons/cakes!
Whatsmore Nikki loves desserts as much as me.
So both of us always prefer desserts over main meals :(
Most of the time, when we both meet up, we will either choose desserts :(
Ugh!
I am trying to limit my desserts especially bubble tea intakes to having it once a month and not once a week! :(
Wish me luck.
Needs to have nicer body by July for my Langkawi trip! :(
The worst feeling ever
Fever + cold + sore throat + cough = losing voice + on the bed :(
Been nearly a week I'm sick :(
I need ...:
TLC..
Back here once again.
Back here once again.
The previous blog is a past and a rememberance of all the stupid mistakes I made and the way I acted.
So back here.
With a better url :)
My smart phone lately hasnt being very smart at all.
Whatsapp gone berserk. FML.
What's the point of having smartphone if I can use the features of a smart phone does?
And the worst case scenario is Im afraid it's not about the line. It's about the phone itself.
Oh wow. Fly back to Melb to repair the phone? (-.-)
Let's hope Alvin is able to solve this problem for me :)
Outrages! Uber unbelievable !
I cant believe it!
Maybe i do need changes in my life..
But i cant bring myself to get out from my comfort zone..
All i can think right now is, WHY ?
Why is it so hard to just accept it and deal with it...
Pushing me further will not benefits any of us...
I cant take it..
I don't understand why is it so fcuking complicated.
Why cant the trust is put upon me.....
I just don't know im strong enough to go through it...
And do i have the courage to face it..
Shiet happens!
I cant believe it!
Maybe i do need changes in my life..
But i cant bring myself to get out from my comfort zone..
All i can think right now is, WHY ?
Why is it so hard to just accept it and deal with it...
Pushing me further will not benefits any of us...
I cant take it..
I don't understand why is it so fcuking complicated.
Why cant the trust is put upon me.....
I just don't know im strong enough to go through it...
And do i have the courage to face it..
Shiet happens!
I'm bored and emo...
I'm dam emo...
I was sposed to meet KeL, Von, Sab, Justin, Way in 1u this afternoon..
But cause i got some 'stuff' that happened to me...
I cant make it..
Sorrri KeL and Von...
I hate being emo..
So many stuff are happening but so little time to handle it.
Alrite... i kinda exaggerate a lil but still, i'm not sure what's my final decision..
Me myself is freaking confused..
Confused on the fact that (..................................................................)
Im tossing in my bed every night thinking about my decisions.
Im not sure in the first place my decisions are right or isit wrong.
Im trying to think that i should give chances..
Because you never know what might happen with one lil chance you give to the person..
But..But..
I'm thinking that maybe what i did what wrong..
Maybe i shouldnt even let myself be in this situation..
I'm not sure what to feel at the moment.
Different feelings of guilt, sadness and depression have been sinking in since late last night.
Its so weird how you can never be closer to anyone else in the world and the next, you barely know each other anymore.
I know I'm the one who should be blamed for this.
Maybe I didnt fight enough.
Maybe I should have tried harder.
But maybe it was meant to be even though I dont want it to.
It was difficult for me to make a decision.
Cos no matter what, everyone will get hurt.
Oh God...
I dont know whether should i go along with what i had decided or just to resolve things?
A part of me thought the decision will be the best for everyone..
But yet, another part of me is ignoring it and thought it will be selfish to do so..
Am i being selfish if i go ahead with what i have in mind?
Am i being thoughtless about those person around me if i go ahead with it?
Am i hurting those that really care bout me if i go ahead with it?
Do those that said they care, REALLY care?
Should i trust what anyone said?or should i not anymore?
Is trust really that important anymore?
Should i just ignore everything and go ahead with it?
Im off to the clinic now..
Medicine is really a nightmare to me now...
Heads pounding, throat uber painful, coughing like mad, body aching..
shuckkss........
I'm dam emo...
I was sposed to meet KeL, Von, Sab, Justin, Way in 1u this afternoon..
But cause i got some 'stuff' that happened to me...
I cant make it..
Sorrri KeL and Von...
I hate being emo..
So many stuff are happening but so little time to handle it.
Alrite... i kinda exaggerate a lil but still, i'm not sure what's my final decision..
Me myself is freaking confused..
Confused on the fact that (..................................................................)
Im tossing in my bed every night thinking about my decisions.
Im not sure in the first place my decisions are right or isit wrong.
Im trying to think that i should give chances..
Because you never know what might happen with one lil chance you give to the person..
But..But..
I'm thinking that maybe what i did what wrong..
Maybe i shouldnt even let myself be in this situation..
I'm not sure what to feel at the moment.
Different feelings of guilt, sadness and depression have been sinking in since late last night.
Its so weird how you can never be closer to anyone else in the world and the next, you barely know each other anymore.
I know I'm the one who should be blamed for this.
Maybe I didnt fight enough.
Maybe I should have tried harder.
But maybe it was meant to be even though I dont want it to.
It was difficult for me to make a decision.
Cos no matter what, everyone will get hurt.
Oh God...
I dont know whether should i go along with what i had decided or just to resolve things?
A part of me thought the decision will be the best for everyone..
But yet, another part of me is ignoring it and thought it will be selfish to do so..
Am i being selfish if i go ahead with what i have in mind?
Am i being thoughtless about those person around me if i go ahead with it?
Am i hurting those that really care bout me if i go ahead with it?
Do those that said they care, REALLY care?
Should i trust what anyone said?or should i not anymore?
Is trust really that important anymore?
Should i just ignore everything and go ahead with it?
Im off to the clinic now..
Medicine is really a nightmare to me now...
Heads pounding, throat uber painful, coughing like mad, body aching..
shuckkss........
Morally, lying is wrong- or so I'm told.
Men lie not to get ahead but for reasons of self-preservation.
Think of it as social Darwinism.
Women developed makeup; men evolved lies.
I've encountered many stories of verbal landmines where men are doomed even before answering.
Why men lie?
I bet this is the answer many women would want to know.
And until today, i dont know why.
Some of my guy friends said they lie especially to their gfs just to protect them and dont want them to get hurt -_"
This is dam nonsensical and sadistical to me !
Sometimes, some might think lying is good..
But you know what?
Lies are bad..
Another random thought creep into my mind..
Labels and the truth.
Yea, i know some ppl said DJ girls are bimbo and everyting and link it to the truth without getting to know them.
But labels are just as bad as lying.
And i wonder whether labels and truths are link.
At times, i feel dumb.
In navigating my life.
I label myself as naive because i trust people too easily.
Im gullible because i believe that everyone is good.
Im actually alright with the fact that im naive and gullibe at times.
Because no harm believing in the good side of people right?
But yesterday made me think that maybe it's not good.
I'm hurt the fact that i trusted everyone but they dont.
To me trust and faith are important in anything and everything.
Without trust and faith, i felt that it's kinda useless in ........
I rambling...
Sometimes when i have one of those days when everything falls apart,
And i have no idea what to do about it,
I just wish for an understanding and consideration..
But i guess that's pretty hard to get it..
I'm tired of saying i dont care when actually i do care on what people talked about ..
Im tired of saying wuteva,forget about it when i cant.. i know i will stay up thinking about it..
I'm tired of trying to act as if everything is alright just to please the other party when i know i wil be the one that suffer.
I'm tired of be the middle person.
I'm tired of trying to make everything alright when i know it's not gona be alright.
I'm tired of trying not to cry and b strong because once you cried, ppl will think you are weak and whats the use of crying when everyone will just take it as another PMS day.
I'm tired of me understanding everyone but no one understand me..
If you only knew.......
I'm just ranting out some stuff..
I been thinking too much lately..
Been rethinking about some stuff..
Excuse the post if you guys want..
Im off to .....
Men lie not to get ahead but for reasons of self-preservation.
Think of it as social Darwinism.
Women developed makeup; men evolved lies.
I've encountered many stories of verbal landmines where men are doomed even before answering.
Why men lie?
I bet this is the answer many women would want to know.
And until today, i dont know why.
Some of my guy friends said they lie especially to their gfs just to protect them and dont want them to get hurt -_"
This is dam nonsensical and sadistical to me !
Sometimes, some might think lying is good..
But you know what?
Lies are bad..
Another random thought creep into my mind..
Labels and the truth.
Yea, i know some ppl said DJ girls are bimbo and everyting and link it to the truth without getting to know them.
But labels are just as bad as lying.
And i wonder whether labels and truths are link.
At times, i feel dumb.
In navigating my life.
I label myself as naive because i trust people too easily.
Im gullible because i believe that everyone is good.
Im actually alright with the fact that im naive and gullibe at times.
Because no harm believing in the good side of people right?
But yesterday made me think that maybe it's not good.
I'm hurt the fact that i trusted everyone but they dont.
To me trust and faith are important in anything and everything.
Without trust and faith, i felt that it's kinda useless in ........
I rambling...
Sometimes when i have one of those days when everything falls apart,
And i have no idea what to do about it,
I just wish for an understanding and consideration..
But i guess that's pretty hard to get it..
I'm tired of saying i dont care when actually i do care on what people talked about ..
Im tired of saying wuteva,forget about it when i cant.. i know i will stay up thinking about it..
I'm tired of trying to act as if everything is alright just to please the other party when i know i wil be the one that suffer.
I'm tired of be the middle person.
I'm tired of trying to make everything alright when i know it's not gona be alright.
I'm tired of trying not to cry and b strong because once you cried, ppl will think you are weak and whats the use of crying when everyone will just take it as another PMS day.
I'm tired of me understanding everyone but no one understand me..
If you only knew.......
I'm just ranting out some stuff..
I been thinking too much lately..
Been rethinking about some stuff..
Excuse the post if you guys want..
Im off to .....
There was no point crying over something that wasnt really happening..
If you wish to please everyone, you'll end out pleasing no one..
It's a well-known phrase..
Sometimes don't you wish that you could just ignore everything..
And just be fcuking selfish ?
At times, i really wish i can be dam selfish and just do my own thing without caring about people's feelings...
But then, i would be categorize as selfsih, self-centered or wuteva u guys would label me as...
I know i cant.....
Alrite.. im freaking emo now..
I dont know why...
Maybe cause of ( ).....
Dont you have the feelings when everything is going against you?
Every single little thing you do annoyed the hell out of you..
And you felt that you cant do anything right?
Well.......... im having that feeling right now...
An annoying little voice inside me telling me... STUFFs.....
I hate it.....
The feeling of me uncapable of doing anything is killing me...
I tried to be strong.....
And yesss, i may look strong.....
But inside me im fragile, vulnerable....
Yesss... i admit.....
Im just like any other normal human....
I cant be strong all the times....
I tried to be ....but i failed ...
Im exhasuted of trying to be strong........
I aint no pretenders.....
I just said what i am feeling it without hurting others...
But when i do state what i feel, people will be like,
" wtf is wrong with me today.. PMS or something like tat"
wtf.....
The thing that i feel sad the most is the fact that im trying my very best to please everyone but still...
They are giving me the disappointed stare....
wtf.....
It's hard.....
At times, i feel like an outcast.....
I do....
Lesson of the day:
Never give out trust too easily..
Im not saying dont trust anyone.....
It's just that when you trust a person too much, you will end up getting bite twice...
Sighsss ...........
Im not sure wheyyyyy.........
Blame.......
putting the blame or blaming others ........
which one is worse ??
If you wish to please everyone, you'll end out pleasing no one..
It's a well-known phrase..
Sometimes don't you wish that you could just ignore everything..
And just be fcuking selfish ?
At times, i really wish i can be dam selfish and just do my own thing without caring about people's feelings...
But then, i would be categorize as selfsih, self-centered or wuteva u guys would label me as...
I know i cant.....
Alrite.. im freaking emo now..
I dont know why...
Maybe cause of ( ).....
Dont you have the feelings when everything is going against you?
Every single little thing you do annoyed the hell out of you..
And you felt that you cant do anything right?
Well.......... im having that feeling right now...
An annoying little voice inside me telling me... STUFFs.....
I hate it.....
The feeling of me uncapable of doing anything is killing me...
I tried to be strong.....
And yesss, i may look strong.....
But inside me im fragile, vulnerable....
Yesss... i admit.....
Im just like any other normal human....
I cant be strong all the times....
I tried to be ....but i failed ...
Im exhasuted of trying to be strong........
I aint no pretenders.....
I just said what i am feeling it without hurting others...
But when i do state what i feel, people will be like,
" wtf is wrong with me today.. PMS or something like tat"
wtf.....
The thing that i feel sad the most is the fact that im trying my very best to please everyone but still...
They are giving me the disappointed stare....
wtf.....
It's hard.....
At times, i feel like an outcast.....
I do....
Lesson of the day:
Never give out trust too easily..
Im not saying dont trust anyone.....
It's just that when you trust a person too much, you will end up getting bite twice...
Sighsss ...........
Im not sure wheyyyyy.........
Blame.......
putting the blame or blaming others ........
which one is worse ??
Im back from Langkawi peeps !!! :)
The 5 days 4 nights trip was fun .... !
But...but.... im donw with high fever, bad sore throat and a bad cough right now..
Shitttttttt.............
I hate it...
i hate getting sick..
Worse of all, my parents are away..
And im home alone...
Home alone and sick..
What a bad combination.. :((
As im typing, im coughing like hell.......
Shitttt.............
I need to go see a doctor soon dy...
Seriouslyy...
Maybe when my parents came back huh ?
Alritee... pictures will be upload soon plus up-to-date info on the langkawi trips...
im gona sleep now :)
Feeling tired..
The 5 days 4 nights trip was fun .... !
But...but.... im donw with high fever, bad sore throat and a bad cough right now..
Shitttttttt.............
I hate it...
i hate getting sick..
Worse of all, my parents are away..
And im home alone...
Home alone and sick..
What a bad combination.. :((
As im typing, im coughing like hell.......
Shitttt.............
I need to go see a doctor soon dy...
Seriouslyy...
Maybe when my parents came back huh ?
Alritee... pictures will be upload soon plus up-to-date info on the langkawi trips...
im gona sleep now :)
Feeling tired..
Im freakingg out ....
I suck at accounts...
I have not started revising business and economic statistics...
Hell, i dont even have the complete notes for b&e stats -_"
yesss.. i knw... im such a lousy student..
Hence, the major panic attack..
The only subject i feel like doing is management..
But they said management is hard to score...
Shitttttttttt...
Imagine how i feel when they told me that i should have focuse on something else instead...
Shitttttttt................
I need help ...
Jason, i need uuuuuuuuuuu.. to teach me econs !!
Aaronnnn, i need u for accounts !!!!
Shitttt..
Wat bout stats and management ?!???
Die... die...
I need help for stats..
Hmmm.. i found a perfect person to teach me..
Michyyyyyyyyyy... i need u to help me with stats !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I suck at accounts...
I have not started revising business and economic statistics...
Hell, i dont even have the complete notes for b&e stats -_"
yesss.. i knw... im such a lousy student..
Hence, the major panic attack..
The only subject i feel like doing is management..
But they said management is hard to score...
Shitttttttttt...
Imagine how i feel when they told me that i should have focuse on something else instead...
Shitttttttt................
I need help ...
Jason, i need uuuuuuuuuuu.. to teach me econs !!
Aaronnnn, i need u for accounts !!!!
Shitttt..
Wat bout stats and management ?!???
Die... die...
I need help for stats..
Hmmm.. i found a perfect person to teach me..
Michyyyyyyyyyy... i need u to help me with stats !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Been having late nights for the past few days.........
LAte night of studying..
Not partying...
Finals in 2 weeks time..
Freaking panic..
I need to concentrate..
I need to concentrate...
I think i jinx people..
It's like everytime a plan was planned, it ownt turn out..
Maybe its cos of my bad aura ?
No matter what..
Everytime a plan fail..
i think its cos of me..
Seriously mannnn..........
Freakinggg helll
LAte night of studying..
Not partying...
Finals in 2 weeks time..
Freaking panic..
I need to concentrate..
I need to concentrate...
I think i jinx people..
It's like everytime a plan was planned, it ownt turn out..
Maybe its cos of my bad aura ?
No matter what..
Everytime a plan fail..
i think its cos of me..
Seriously mannnn..........
Freakinggg helll
Im sneezing like hell right now....
Having a really bad cold and fever...
My throat is feeling itchy.... and painful..
It's just not my day today...
But thank god i handed in my last assignment for the sem...
Who said copying answers are easy?
I spend the whole night transfering accounts info into my final draft..
I copied until 3plus in the morning..
Sighs..
Which explain why im having a bad cold right now..
:((
I felt so free after handed in my assignments...
Wait.. scratch that...
Im stil freaking stress..
Finals is in 3 weeks time..
And i know shit bout accounts and stats and management...
Frigggingg hell..
So gona fail mannnnnnnnnn
Waaaa.. wth.......
I dun wana fail ..
Im serious.. im so gona be kiasu dy..
Shit... i never thought the day will come..
The day that i become kiasu and realized the importance of not failing..
If it were last time, i wont give a shit about it..
I would just said, fail fail la...
But now, im working my ass off...
Well, trying to........
Im trying hard to chill so i can concentrate more..
But that fella Kian Wee is freaking me out..
Keep said finals coming wheyyyy..
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaa............... :(((((
Ooo.. i met Wei Ping today in this shop called pink shop..
i forgot to blog about this shop...
But anyway, it's the only shop that i find it nice in monash....
Well, there's still the orange shop and white shop...
But the atmosphere in pink is better... ;))
You must be curious why all these shops are called pink, white or orange ?
Technically, nobody knows why..
They said it's cos its painted in the respective color with the name..
So pink shop is painted pink, orange shop is painted orange and white is painted white..
Which is where the names are from :)
I miss Wei Ping so much :)
She's still looking sizzling hot :)
Did a bit of catch up with her........
And she left to go Kim Gary....
Anyway, i forgot to blog about my weekend .. hehee
Last friday, 12 may, was a Wesak Day..
Obviously, its a holiday...
Supposed to meet up with Michelle, Elaine and Kelly to do account...
But in the end, i went over to Kelly's place and we went shopping in Pyramid.
* ngeks*
Me and Kel did some emo talk while waiting for Von and Justin to pick us up..
:P
Lolz.......
About 2plus, nearly 3, Justin, Von's vf and Von pick us up from Kelly's..
And Von's younger bro, came along.........
I bought a off shoulder top and mini skirt :)
Kel wanted to buy the top as well but she being 'pa pe' said she dun wan get the same top as me..
Fineeeee...............
:P
We walked around until it was nearly 5 plus ?
and we got tired...
We went to McD to take a rest..
And Von had something to eat there..
Being me, i did not eat anything in McD :P
We were waiting for Kian Wee to come so we can have dinner...
So i took a picture with Von...
Im gona upload it here and pray that it will appear...
sighsss...
Kian Wee came at bout 6 plus.......
And we made a move and walked to Kim Gary....
Kelly wanted to get a pair of shoes in Nose and Von wana take a look at shoes..
So me and Kian Wee went to get table for them....
I had supreme curry spaghetti .... Yummmmmmmm...
The first time trying it... and i love it......
Well, minus the part that i had to suffer after eating it..
I was coughing like mad after i ate........
:(
Oh not forgetting, Jason came afterall...
Celaka,.. said kenot come..........
Lie to me !!! sial .......... :P
After dinner, we went for yum cha session in Kopitiam, Taipan..
I had some tea that's dam milky....
Seriously..
But i love it :))))))))))))
The whole time they were insulting me like hell...
Ohh... and jason bought his fren..
The fren of his is not bad...
As in he's friendly..........
Make me and Kel feel welcome.........
After talking for hours... i felt tired..
So Kian Wee fetch me and Kel back home..
* a big thank you * :)
On Saturday, I woke up to the sound of hammer banging..
Wtf.........
At 9 plus in the MORNING, my neighbour had some god knowsd what work to do..
And someone started hammering on the wall..
Arghhhh..........
I had a late night the night before..
And now i had to wake up early on a saturday morning ???
shityyy.........
I did some studying...
And fall asleep on my bed :P
hahaa.........
Later in the evening, i went Lot 10 to check out the white guess bag that Von was dyuing for :)
But...but.. it had been sold..
Sorriii Von............
On Sunday, it was Mother's Day...........
Happy Mother's Day mummmy !!!!!!!!!
Eventho i had my mood swings, my mom still put up with me.......
which make me love my mummy more...........
We went Klcc to had our dinner..
In some Thai Restaurant that i cant be bother to remember the name :P
The food is nice....
So had a yummy dinner..
I been eating alot for the past few days...
Which explains why my jeans are tighter..
Sighsss.. :((
And after dinner, i went to Isetan to check out the white guess bag for Von
Unfortunately, it had run out of stock there as well..
Von must be pretty bummed bout it..
:(
Von, we shall hunt down the bag for u ya? :)
Had a pretty fattening weekend...
hehee.. LOl
ALriteeeyy... my pictures stil cant be upload here...
Anyone can tell me why i cant upload pics in my blog anymore??
:((
Sighsss..........
:((((((((
Having a really bad cold and fever...
My throat is feeling itchy.... and painful..
It's just not my day today...
But thank god i handed in my last assignment for the sem...
Who said copying answers are easy?
I spend the whole night transfering accounts info into my final draft..
I copied until 3plus in the morning..
Sighs..
Which explain why im having a bad cold right now..
:((
I felt so free after handed in my assignments...
Wait.. scratch that...
Im stil freaking stress..
Finals is in 3 weeks time..
And i know shit bout accounts and stats and management...
Frigggingg hell..
So gona fail mannnnnnnnnn
Waaaa.. wth.......
I dun wana fail ..
Im serious.. im so gona be kiasu dy..
Shit... i never thought the day will come..
The day that i become kiasu and realized the importance of not failing..
If it were last time, i wont give a shit about it..
I would just said, fail fail la...
But now, im working my ass off...
Well, trying to........
Im trying hard to chill so i can concentrate more..
But that fella Kian Wee is freaking me out..
Keep said finals coming wheyyyy..
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaa............... :(((((
Ooo.. i met Wei Ping today in this shop called pink shop..
i forgot to blog about this shop...
But anyway, it's the only shop that i find it nice in monash....
Well, there's still the orange shop and white shop...
But the atmosphere in pink is better... ;))
You must be curious why all these shops are called pink, white or orange ?
Technically, nobody knows why..
They said it's cos its painted in the respective color with the name..
So pink shop is painted pink, orange shop is painted orange and white is painted white..
Which is where the names are from :)
I miss Wei Ping so much :)
She's still looking sizzling hot :)
Did a bit of catch up with her........
And she left to go Kim Gary....
Anyway, i forgot to blog about my weekend .. hehee
Last friday, 12 may, was a Wesak Day..
Obviously, its a holiday...
Supposed to meet up with Michelle, Elaine and Kelly to do account...
But in the end, i went over to Kelly's place and we went shopping in Pyramid.
* ngeks*
Me and Kel did some emo talk while waiting for Von and Justin to pick us up..
:P
Lolz.......
About 2plus, nearly 3, Justin, Von's vf and Von pick us up from Kelly's..
And Von's younger bro, came along.........
I bought a off shoulder top and mini skirt :)
Kel wanted to buy the top as well but she being 'pa pe' said she dun wan get the same top as me..
Fineeeee...............
:P
We walked around until it was nearly 5 plus ?
and we got tired...
We went to McD to take a rest..
And Von had something to eat there..
Being me, i did not eat anything in McD :P
We were waiting for Kian Wee to come so we can have dinner...
So i took a picture with Von...
Im gona upload it here and pray that it will appear...
sighsss...
Kian Wee came at bout 6 plus.......
And we made a move and walked to Kim Gary....
Kelly wanted to get a pair of shoes in Nose and Von wana take a look at shoes..
So me and Kian Wee went to get table for them....
I had supreme curry spaghetti .... Yummmmmmmm...
The first time trying it... and i love it......
Well, minus the part that i had to suffer after eating it..
I was coughing like mad after i ate........
:(
Oh not forgetting, Jason came afterall...
Celaka,.. said kenot come..........
Lie to me !!! sial .......... :P
After dinner, we went for yum cha session in Kopitiam, Taipan..
I had some tea that's dam milky....
Seriously..
But i love it :))))))))))))
The whole time they were insulting me like hell...
Ohh... and jason bought his fren..
The fren of his is not bad...
As in he's friendly..........
Make me and Kel feel welcome.........
After talking for hours... i felt tired..
So Kian Wee fetch me and Kel back home..
* a big thank you * :)
On Saturday, I woke up to the sound of hammer banging..
Wtf.........
At 9 plus in the MORNING, my neighbour had some god knowsd what work to do..
And someone started hammering on the wall..
Arghhhh..........
I had a late night the night before..
And now i had to wake up early on a saturday morning ???
shityyy.........
I did some studying...
And fall asleep on my bed :P
hahaa.........
Later in the evening, i went Lot 10 to check out the white guess bag that Von was dyuing for :)
But...but.. it had been sold..
Sorriii Von............
On Sunday, it was Mother's Day...........
Happy Mother's Day mummmy !!!!!!!!!
Eventho i had my mood swings, my mom still put up with me.......
which make me love my mummy more...........
We went Klcc to had our dinner..
In some Thai Restaurant that i cant be bother to remember the name :P
The food is nice....
So had a yummy dinner..
I been eating alot for the past few days...
Which explains why my jeans are tighter..
Sighsss.. :((
And after dinner, i went to Isetan to check out the white guess bag for Von
Unfortunately, it had run out of stock there as well..
Von must be pretty bummed bout it..
:(
Von, we shall hunt down the bag for u ya? :)
Had a pretty fattening weekend...
hehee.. LOl
ALriteeeyy... my pictures stil cant be upload here...
Anyone can tell me why i cant upload pics in my blog anymore??
:((
Sighsss..........
:((((((((
My mood is killing me for the past few days...
As Kelly had said,
Im getting mood swings like hell..
One sec im so dam emo until everyone was so afraid to even approach me
And the next sec, i will be laughing like mad...
I get piss easily now...
Seriously... i duno why..
But a tiny thing pisses me off........
Arghhh...
Stress is making me feel like someone else..
Someone had take over my body..
I was never this stress in my life..
Not even back in high school during PMR & SPM time..
And college life for me last year ??
Super chilling plus the occasion stress only...
And stress for other things not exams...
Now in monash, im getting worked up..
Im getting stress easily....
Stress is like my second thing in life...
And when im stress, i get migrane..
My mood swings are crazy...
Im sure Jason, Kelly, Aaron, Elaine and Michelle can tell you this...
They put up with my occasionally temper...
Sorrry you guyss...
:((
I promise i wil make up for it...
During Langkawi trip ??? :)
hehee
And now im getting piss as im doing my account assignments..
That fucker writtings is seriously dam freaking hard to read..
I mean gosh ,wat the hell its his problem wheyy..
He really think that the lecturer can read?????
Gosh...
Yea,, yea...
I know i sound so ungrateful but at times u know..
You gotto be selfish...
As Kelly had said,
Im getting mood swings like hell..
One sec im so dam emo until everyone was so afraid to even approach me
And the next sec, i will be laughing like mad...
I get piss easily now...
Seriously... i duno why..
But a tiny thing pisses me off........
Arghhh...
Stress is making me feel like someone else..
Someone had take over my body..
I was never this stress in my life..
Not even back in high school during PMR & SPM time..
And college life for me last year ??
Super chilling plus the occasion stress only...
And stress for other things not exams...
Now in monash, im getting worked up..
Im getting stress easily....
Stress is like my second thing in life...
And when im stress, i get migrane..
My mood swings are crazy...
Im sure Jason, Kelly, Aaron, Elaine and Michelle can tell you this...
They put up with my occasionally temper...
Sorrry you guyss...
:((
I promise i wil make up for it...
During Langkawi trip ??? :)
hehee
And now im getting piss as im doing my account assignments..
That fucker writtings is seriously dam freaking hard to read..
I mean gosh ,wat the hell its his problem wheyy..
He really think that the lecturer can read?????
Gosh...
Yea,, yea...
I know i sound so ungrateful but at times u know..
You gotto be selfish...
In your life, there's this study that is known as character study.....
Character study is when u study the behaviour and characteristics of a person..
Including yourself...
There are times when you tell yourself it is better to be yourself than to pretend to be someone else you are not....
And that's way you usually do..
You learn that you just have to be true to yourself...
That's all you need in your life..
But for the past few weeks, you learnt that being true to yourself is not enough..
People will just take a look at you and laugh...
Laugh at the silliness ........
I felt that the crazier you act, the worse you feel..
You spend lucnh time, watching those people pass by you..
Studying their character..
The way they behave..
You envy them for the carefree life...
You envy the girls because of their confidence..
You envy the guys for their friendship with each other...
And you realized that living life to the fullest is not enough.....
It's never enough....
You watch shows that makes you cry, not cos you adore all these shows..
it's cause you want to feel better after crying........
You watch horror movie because you want to hug that special someone of yours.......
You watch love shows because you feel that the shows always end up happily ever after..
Something you want but unable to get it..
You want to forget about it..
You want to forgive and forget..
But its not that easy..
You can forget about it
But the memories are still here.........
Everywhere you go, you remember it.......
You remember what and when you guys did at that certain place.......
You walked away feeling that the devil in you defeated you..
You feel worse..
But you just kept it to yourself..
Becasue you wouldnt want people to pity you..
And feeding you with craps...
Craps you get tired of listening........
And all you want to do is just ask them to fuck off........
But... but...
At times, you start to wander what you did wrong...
Why some people act this way........
Was it your fault or ??
Sighs...
I feel exhausted with all these..
Seriously..
I need a long break from everything..........
All nonsense questions keep popping up..
Questions that you felt that you need the answers to it
But ... sometimes you might think that its easier to just let it be.............
Character study is when u study the behaviour and characteristics of a person..
Including yourself...
There are times when you tell yourself it is better to be yourself than to pretend to be someone else you are not....
And that's way you usually do..
You learn that you just have to be true to yourself...
That's all you need in your life..
But for the past few weeks, you learnt that being true to yourself is not enough..
People will just take a look at you and laugh...
Laugh at the silliness ........
I felt that the crazier you act, the worse you feel..
You spend lucnh time, watching those people pass by you..
Studying their character..
The way they behave..
You envy them for the carefree life...
You envy the girls because of their confidence..
You envy the guys for their friendship with each other...
And you realized that living life to the fullest is not enough.....
It's never enough....
You watch shows that makes you cry, not cos you adore all these shows..
it's cause you want to feel better after crying........
You watch horror movie because you want to hug that special someone of yours.......
You watch love shows because you feel that the shows always end up happily ever after..
Something you want but unable to get it..
You want to forget about it..
You want to forgive and forget..
But its not that easy..
You can forget about it
But the memories are still here.........
Everywhere you go, you remember it.......
You remember what and when you guys did at that certain place.......
You walked away feeling that the devil in you defeated you..
You feel worse..
But you just kept it to yourself..
Becasue you wouldnt want people to pity you..
And feeding you with craps...
Craps you get tired of listening........
And all you want to do is just ask them to fuck off........
But... but...
At times, you start to wander what you did wrong...
Why some people act this way........
Was it your fault or ??
Sighs...
I feel exhausted with all these..
Seriously..
I need a long break from everything..........
All nonsense questions keep popping up..
Questions that you felt that you need the answers to it
But ... sometimes you might think that its easier to just let it be.............
I tried..
Posting pictures ...
But the sentence, pictures not valid keep appearing..
Wth...
argh...
I got so many pictures to post...
Sighhss.............
There's something wrong with my blog..
But..but...
Being the clueless me..
I don't know what went wrong..
Yesterday in pyramid, Von's bf, Justin mentioned something about html or something like tat..
I was like, "Huh???"
Now i know why Jason alwis buli me..
Sighss...
Everyday is a bang kathryn day wheyy..
Seriously...
Last time Kelly was the victim..
And now me ???
Wat the.....
Like yesterday in Kim Gary, i happpily minding my own business, eating my food..
They have to tease me..
And kelly, u not nice dy!! :P
Helped ur 'honey' but no me !!
:(((((((((((((((((
And stupiiddd Jason...
Wats with telling everyone that im a bimbo..
Im not..
Well, even i am..
Im special..
hahaha
*ngeks*
And no hokkien and mandarin language please..
I tak faham tau ?
:P
Im stressing...
Im having migrane every single day.......
F***
Panadol work no miracle on me anymore.......
Dammmm.............
Posting pictures ...
But the sentence, pictures not valid keep appearing..
Wth...
argh...
I got so many pictures to post...
Sighhss.............
There's something wrong with my blog..
But..but...
Being the clueless me..
I don't know what went wrong..
Yesterday in pyramid, Von's bf, Justin mentioned something about html or something like tat..
I was like, "Huh???"
Now i know why Jason alwis buli me..
Sighss...
Everyday is a bang kathryn day wheyy..
Seriously...
Last time Kelly was the victim..
And now me ???
Wat the.....
Like yesterday in Kim Gary, i happpily minding my own business, eating my food..
They have to tease me..
And kelly, u not nice dy!! :P
Helped ur 'honey' but no me !!
:(((((((((((((((((
And stupiiddd Jason...
Wats with telling everyone that im a bimbo..
Im not..
Well, even i am..
Im special..
hahaha
*ngeks*
And no hokkien and mandarin language please..
I tak faham tau ?
:P
Im stressing...
Im having migrane every single day.......
F***
Panadol work no miracle on me anymore.......
Dammmm.............
Of Lies and truths...
Which do you prefer to hear ?
Lies or truths...
I know i prefer to hear the truths...
Something not related to the topic..
But Aaron said something today that made me anaylse his words...hehe
He asked me today in Managing People and Organisations lecture,
" Wei San, u think u last time in form3,4 or 5 tat time slimmer or now ar?"
" why arr ?? isit i now fat isit ??"
" You answer me 1st lar..."
" I dono worr... same gua... "
" I know last time during i.u night that time... the i.u night where i was the one who had organized it that time... U and wen body dam nice lor..." *making that shape thing with his hand*
"So now you say i fat dy larr.... " -_-
" I never say u fat lar k.. jus asking u that question only mah"
" but if you asked me that kind of questions, it means u indirectly say i fat rite?You dam mean larrr"
" I know last time during i.u nite that time, Ju Nn said she dam jealous of wen's and ur body lor."
Wen!!!!!!!!! he indirectly said we fat !!! -_-"
Celaka !! after all the stuff i photostat for him !! hehee
Back to the topic... I prefer to know the truths than lies...
I mean wats the use of all the lies..
People tend to lie so that you can embarrased yourself..
But some lie becuase they want to protect you in a way..
But yet i prefer to know the truths..
For e.g.
If your bf is cheating behind your back and one of your gf founds out
would you rather she tell you the truth ??
I prefer to know the truth...
I do...
Think about it... truth or lies?
Lies or truths...
I know i prefer to hear the truths...
Something not related to the topic..
But Aaron said something today that made me anaylse his words...hehe
He asked me today in Managing People and Organisations lecture,
" Wei San, u think u last time in form3,4 or 5 tat time slimmer or now ar?"
" why arr ?? isit i now fat isit ??"
" You answer me 1st lar..."
" I dono worr... same gua... "
" I know last time during i.u night that time... the i.u night where i was the one who had organized it that time... U and wen body dam nice lor..." *making that shape thing with his hand*
"So now you say i fat dy larr.... " -_-
" I never say u fat lar k.. jus asking u that question only mah"
" but if you asked me that kind of questions, it means u indirectly say i fat rite?You dam mean larrr"
" I know last time during i.u nite that time, Ju Nn said she dam jealous of wen's and ur body lor."
Wen!!!!!!!!! he indirectly said we fat !!! -_-"
Celaka !! after all the stuff i photostat for him !! hehee
Back to the topic... I prefer to know the truths than lies...
I mean wats the use of all the lies..
People tend to lie so that you can embarrased yourself..
But some lie becuase they want to protect you in a way..
But yet i prefer to know the truths..
For e.g.
If your bf is cheating behind your back and one of your gf founds out
would you rather she tell you the truth ??
I prefer to know the truth...
I do...
Think about it... truth or lies?
I Hate Monash !!!!!!!!!!!!!
I jus check my timetable and guess what..
i got classes every single day...
How "lucky" i am !!!!! *sarcastic*
i got classes at friday as well..
WTF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and it's only for 1 hour..
the class starts at 9am..
Imagine the horror !!!!!!!!!!!!!
waking up so early and only be there for one hour..
the worst part, all my frens don't have classes on fri !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck monash !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i got classes every single day...
How "lucky" i am !!!!! *sarcastic*
i got classes at friday as well..
WTF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and it's only for 1 hour..
the class starts at 9am..
Imagine the horror !!!!!!!!!!!!!
waking up so early and only be there for one hour..
the worst part, all my frens don't have classes on fri !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck monash !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I eat meat !!!!!!!!!!!
My dad got some company dinner tonite...
My bro got steamboat dinner with his frens..
My mum want to go to her fren's hse for dinner...
So i plan my own dinner as well =)
Call most of my frens...
Everyone has their own plans =/
Joanne got church...
So i decided to find kah choon for dinner..
After so long neglecting him... it's time to take him out =P
Went 1u to check out some valentine's day gifts..
Wana buy something for my babes and of cos him..
Nothing that i really like..
His sister pick me up from 1u...
Went back to his house...
wait for him to finish work..
After he had showered, i thought we were going out for dinner but..
it turns out that we are eating at home with his family !!!
It was so akward...
The dad keep asking me questions..
Like why i like kah choon..
What i see in him when i could choose someone better..
Plus the mom force me to eat chicken...
Which means that i put on weight !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate meat !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p/s: my bday is coming !!! lalalalala
My bro got steamboat dinner with his frens..
My mum want to go to her fren's hse for dinner...
So i plan my own dinner as well =)
Call most of my frens...
Everyone has their own plans =/
Joanne got church...
So i decided to find kah choon for dinner..
After so long neglecting him... it's time to take him out =P
Went 1u to check out some valentine's day gifts..
Wana buy something for my babes and of cos him..
Nothing that i really like..
His sister pick me up from 1u...
Went back to his house...
wait for him to finish work..
After he had showered, i thought we were going out for dinner but..
it turns out that we are eating at home with his family !!!
It was so akward...
The dad keep asking me questions..
Like why i like kah choon..
What i see in him when i could choose someone better..
Plus the mom force me to eat chicken...
Which means that i put on weight !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate meat !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p/s: my bday is coming !!! lalalalala
Drinks..
We were supposed to sent Nessa off yesterday..
but we couldnt make it..
aaa.. well..
we decided to go for a drink in Hartamas...
I found another drink tat i like better than Pina Colada..
which is.....
Sex on the beach..
yupss.. it will be my fav drink till i find another wann..
=)
Later, went to Breakers for awhile with Wen..
I lost to wen in foosball
=(
Which is predicted..
i sux in playin foos..
But im sure i can bet her in pool
=P
And now i got rashes on my body..
my body itch like hell..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....................helppppppppppppppppppppp
anyone got any medicine???
or cream tat can used????????
but we couldnt make it..
aaa.. well..
we decided to go for a drink in Hartamas...
I found another drink tat i like better than Pina Colada..
which is.....
Sex on the beach..
yupss.. it will be my fav drink till i find another wann..
=)
Later, went to Breakers for awhile with Wen..
I lost to wen in foosball
=(
Which is predicted..
i sux in playin foos..
But im sure i can bet her in pool
=P
And now i got rashes on my body..
my body itch like hell..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....................helppppppppppppppppppppp
anyone got any medicine???
or cream tat can used????????
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