Best Frens for life ... !!!

me & wen ni... my babe... my closest fren since form2 .. ppl alwis confused our names... alwis called me wen ni & called her wei san.. we are not tat alike ! =P & we it is a coincidence that we both wearing red top inside this pic .. luv u babee... thanx for alwis dere for me, listening to my problems.. even when im being such a bitch, u still treat me as ur closest fren... hugsssss... muakxxx... XOXO =)









Another pics of me & wen in Breakers... & we are not wearing the same skirt.. it looks the same but mine is nicer... LOl ..haha.. dun kill me wen... !! =P

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Joanne, my closest fren in college.. one of my bitch clan =) Luv ya alot.. hugsss..
thanx for alwis be dere for me... & yea, we should stop bitching bout ppl dy.. LOL *innocent eyes*

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Depression.. goodbye lil crush..

If life will only go ur way everytime, then my glass would be full by now.. but sad to say, life is jus not like tat.. the glass would alwiz be either half-empty or totally empty.. Everything is going in the opposite direction..

I never thought that this could happen... but it did..

Life is surreal..

All i wish know wat everything would jus og away.. & leave me in peace...
I cant stand the thoughts anymore..
Jus when u r getting excited about the crush, everything changed..

You know you have to let it go when it is time to let it go..
You cant hold on to it even though how much u want to...
You know the time to let this crush go when it doesn't turn out the way you want it to..
You know that it's time to back to your old routine...

but i jus cant seem to not think bout it..
It gives me hopes...
It give me see the light of the world..
but i guess the fate is not with me at this moment..

"Jus not think bout it & let it go"
Easier to say than actually doing it... If u keep telling yourself tat, then maybe one day you will be ok..
one day, you will forget bout it..
but jus not today.. nor tmw or the day afta tat..
it will be a long time for it to happen but it can happen..

But jus dun tell me no to think bout it because it is not easy to do tat..
it's like your wounds.. u know you are not supposed to touch it but yet you keep touching it..
because all you think about it, why cant i touch it..
it willl heal anyway.. yes, it will but when you touched it, it would take longer time to heal..

I feel that im sinking into the black hole..
getting deeper and deeper...
hopefully i would be able to get out of it & start feelin fresh again..

Oh god.. Now i know wat people meant that it is better to keep the old wan as it is where you can count on..
the new wan might be exciting but it is where you cant count on.. it's jus a ship full of suprises..once the suprises have run out, then it will be over..

Good-bye little crush...
it was fun for a while..
but it is time to end it once and for all..
It is time for reality..
Time to get my arse back to the old routine..
Hopefully, everything will be better for the past few days..
If not, there is always food.. alcohol... & clubs...

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Mood Swings...

Y is tis always happen to me ? Kah Choon did not pick up my call again.. !! Seriously dam piss man.. Y is he always like tat? is he retarded or sumting like tat? sorry if i sound rude or harsh but if u r in my situation, u would feel tis way too !! I mean cum on... he's not small kid.. he's 20 for god sake !! cant he be more mature? Alwis break promise.. Which lead to why i have a crush on someone else.. It's cos i feel so insecure and he is treatin me like shit.. always takin me for granted... a gal needs to be pamper at times and not always the gal who pampered the guy.. im already feelin so stress cos i have millions of assignment tat's due tis week & yet he cant even be there for me!! Im not asking for more.. all i want is jus tat u be there for me when i need u too.. tat's all... & he cant even do tat for me... yes, he's nice but sumtimes i want sumone tat pampered me.. someone who always be there for me.. & call when he say he will.. i really need tat type of guy... Oh for god sake, im feelin so piss rite now tat i dun have the mood to do my assignment.. Screw it.. im goin out yum cha now...

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Wonderfull & crazy night....

24 September 2005... I would never forget this date.. I would remember it forever as memory is only wat i have... He fetch me from my hse yesterday nite... & OHMIGOD ... his RoOm is so Freakin nice !! SEriously... went to his condominuim after he pick me up... & no.. dun even start thinkin nonsense.. he wanted to take a bath before goin out.. So we went to his condominium in kelana jaya.. His dog is so cute... !! so active but yet so quiet at times... Let me describe his room... If im not mistaken, it's purple in color... it's not like those girly purple... I cant realy describes the color but it had different colors on each wall.. Jus like my room =) His room is so IKEA-ish ... & oh god.. his lighting is so nice.. classis but yet elegant... Fall in luv with his room.. oh not forgetting the curtain ...is so freakin nice ... we went down kl... not to clubs of cos.. basically we jus sit in the car & drive around kl ... We pass by all the clubs in kl.. dam!! feel like goin in when i saw the clubs.. but he dun like clubbing =( which is y we left kl to go wangsa maju to eat a late supper... =) YUMM !!! *-) & then we drove all the way up to genting.. tat t ime was 1 plus in the morning... Crazy? yes... but fun =) Reach in bout half an hour... He drove like mad.. Oh God !! When i get down from the car, i was hit by a super super cold breeze... & both of us aren't even dress up for genting.. we were wearin our yum cha casual clothes.. Super super super cold !!! OMG !!My teeth was chattering & i cant even tok properly & clearly.. Walk around 1st world hotel & highlands hotel.. Thn went yum cha in coffee bean.. Guess wat we drank ? Ice-Blended Drinks.. haha... & we even had ice-cream in baskin robbins .. hahaaa... we drove down back to pj bout 3plus & reach pj at 4plus in the morning... He drop me in ming tien so i can met up wif jason.. Jason was late !!!!! Stupid idiot... but neway, we were staying inside the car & erm.. tok =P heheee ... the rest is for me to keep it inside my mind & for u guys to guess... hahahaa .. but it was a wonderfull night... fill wif sweet, crazy & stupid tings we did... but there is jus one ting tat caught in between us... which is...........

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Another Boring Day...

It's Sat.. but guess wat? i have class! it's supposed to replace one of the class tat got cancelled during the hazy.. Arghh !! Im inside the class supposed to be researching my assignment but i dun care.. im bored to death... Bored=blogging =) Yippee !! Cant wait for my class to end which is 2.15.. OMG !! I think im gona jus go in my last class & take my attendance & leave.. i cant stand it anymore.. so freakin tired.. & i cant sleep last nite.. i only slept at 3.30 am last nite... og godd..rolling& tosting on my bed til 3 am... my eyes are closing by itself... =S Tis 'guy' told me bout his relationship yesterday.. He told me wat he did for the galfren & yet the galfren dun appreciate him.. if i have him as my boyfren, i would appreciate him like hell.. He would buy anything the galfren ask for even if it means that he would starve for the next few weeks.. If the galfren call him in the middle of the nite & complain tat she's hungry, he would buy food for her no matter where she is.. He let his own galfren go out wif any guys tat she wan even if it's her ex boyfren... but yet she dun appreciate him.. haihz..sum ppl have the luck but dun appreciate it.. Look at my boyfren.. im the one who alwis sacrifice for him.. i had sacrificed so much for him but wat i get in return? noting.. im not askin for a lot of tings such as askin him to get me diamond, house, car etc etc... but at least he treat me good... have u ever wait for ur boyfren for more than 3 hour in a shopping complex alone? he din call u to tell u tat he will be late nor pick up ur phone when u cal him... Well, i have.. & tis happens to me a lot of times.. not once or twice but more than 10 times.. im serious.. & im still wif him.. being so patient... there are times tat i feel tat maybe our relationship shoud not begin in the 1st place... but past is past... jus when im getting excited to blog, i have to leave the library... time for the next class... *yawN* =/

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sleepy, idiotic boyfren...

An advice for all u gals out dere.. neva eva get a boyfren that is 4eva sleeping and an asshole! Don't u jus hate it when u call ur bf a million times & yet he din even freaking pick up his bloody idiot handphones. yes, handphone wif a S. Screw him man.. im seriously freakin piss now.. wat's his FREAKING PROBLEM? It's dam bloody irritating when u hv to call both of his hps & yet he still ignore it.. wat's the use of handphone sif he dun even bloody pick up his call.. WTF !! My battery had becum from fullbar till battery low and he still did not pick up his phone... F**** him man..

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Confused... Guilty...

woke up today with a BIG smile on my face.. Eventhough my left eye is freakin pain for no reason.. or maybe for a reason but i don't know wat izit.. I woke tis special fren of me tis morning & he sounds so dam cute when he was sleeping.. make my heart melts at the sound of his sleepy voice... awwww... hehee... Had a cold tis morning when i woke up.. Reach college bout 7.45 & he called me at 7.50.. Thank god im not inside class yet.. if not, i wont be able to pick up his call.. =P He was so concerned bout me, askim me 2 take care & must eat my cold medicine =) Oh god.. im having crisis now.. in dilemma... I kinda got a crush on him.. but im stil wif my bf.. i duno whether im still in luv wif my bf.. i wana break up wif him but im not sure whether it's the right choice/ decision.. ohgawd ! i need help... wat should i do ? im not sure whether is tis jus a crush and it will go away afta a few weeks.. oh god.. im so flirty.. & yes i admit im flirty.. & bitchy... but im nice at times.. hehe.. im feelin guilty rite now.. for treating my bf tis way but i cant help it.. im getting bored wif our 3year relationship.. it's so predictable.. & i had sacrifice so much for him.. & yet he dun appreciate me ... im not saying it will be all his fault that i got a acrush on tat guy.. i have my faults too but.. rite now, im so freakin confused... oh gawd..

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MooD SwinGs ...

Today supposed to be a good day because i thought everyting is gona turns out well but i cant assume everything will go my way jus cos 1 thing goes well.. damm.. feelin so freakin moody today.. fight wif my bf.. He supposed 2 cum to my college today but he din.. & u know wat makes me so freakin piss? is he dun even bother to tell me tat he's not cuming.. WTF !! Arghh... im so dam fucking piss now... i cant belif it... It hurts me so much tat he can do tis to me... wateva.. & to make matter worse.. the guy i had a crush on din even msg me ... ARGHH !!! I cant wait for today to end... WTF !!

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J-Card Day...

It's J-card day today! went to 1u wif my mummy.. 1u is packed with people.. It's so packed that u can smell ppl's BO ! EWWWW rite.. bouhgt a lot of stuff.. Yippeee... & i dun need to pay for it.. my mum jus sign her credit card & everything is all set .. YAY !! =) hehee.. most of the s hops was having promotion in conjunction with the J-card day.. Vincci was having 50 percent off for some shoes.. din buy anything cos my mum forbid me to buy anymore shoes =S Padini Authenthic was having 50% and 70% for most of the clothes.. bought alot of baby tees.. bought tops form kids deparmtent in padini authenthic.. cant resist it as it was so cute... =) & yes, i can fit inside the tops.. =) hehee.. yippeee !! Bought a lot of jeans.. & got one jeans from Topshop.. =) so happy today.. =) Oh and i have tom yum seafood rice noodles for lunch.. yummmyyyy !!! luvs spicy food !!! But the worst part? i got diarrhoe a few hours after eating it.. Arghh !! i cant really sleep the whole nite.. cos of my diarrhoe.. =/

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mY bLoG ...

My new blog... =) i had created one in live journal but it's quite useless dere... no offense.. so i had created this blog... yay.. i can start blogging now.. im super addicted to blogging now.. =) but im still quite useless in all this kind of things.. so help me out ya =)

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