Motivation and Determination

Looking back at my 2011 Xmas eve picture, I feel a little sad and depressed! 

Why!!!! 

Because now I am so fat okay! :( 

And my determination to eat HEALTHY all sudah hilang! Gone :(

Every meal is a cheat meal for me since I start working in Kraft Food :(

What gotten me into this dieting and healthy eating lifestyle?

I also dont know! Started since last year October 2011 when I started working. 

I only drink 1 cup of 3 in 1 coffee in the morning with my daily oatmeal for breakfast.

And lunch usual meal, which is whatever my colleague want to go. 

BUT I DON'T DRINK ANYTHING SWEET OR EVEN EAT ANYTHING SWEET

except for fruits.

But now, everytime i drink sweet things and eat so many desserts. FML.

Where the hell is my determination? :(((( 

Last year Christmas :(

And this year recent picture of myself.

I need my determination back ASAP.

Target: by Christmas this year!

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Hello July!

Hello July.

So far July has been a confusing month for me.

When you have too many choices, you are lost at which directions you should go.

But when you don't have choices, you will go,

Aaah fuck this la. Why so suey one my life.

Yup. Life is like this. Embrace it. =)

Still thinking to take a step out of this comfort zone or perhaps will I make the right move.

How do people make decisions? 

Share with me on how you know you will make the right choice?

Started my first July weekend with..... 

All Sze Chuan flavor food =)

Love and hate relationship with Sze Chuan food.

It has the spicy taste I lurrrve but the after taste of your tongue feeling numb that I hate.

How you tell me! 

So hard to please me meh!!! =P

But like one of the quotes on Twitter stated,

When life gives you lemons, take them. Free shit is cool.

Ohhhhhh my every weekend indulgences.

I am such a Starbucks fan that my colleagues always goes up to me and say,

Yau Starbucks? 

/grins cheekily =)

Time for nap!

Aaah feeling the blues already!

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Oh dayem indulgences

I think and I feel and I know I gained weight. fml

The reason? 

Good food everywhere! 

It was supposed to be only indulgences during weekend but aah determination is getting weak.
Even during weekdays I indulge myself. Giving myself reason too stress.

Some pictures of my indulgences.
Hopefully it will make you guys indulgence in yourself more.
Haha. Im mean like this :P

Big bags of junk!
From my company :)

And favourite snack during my good ol' days in Melbourne.

Thank you Jackson for getting this for me :)

Weekly Starbucks session.

Oh killer for my diet ):

And this is the bomb! :)

It may look like any ordinary steamboat but this is different.

The main difference is the soup :)

The main specialty of this steamboat is the herbal milk pork knuckle soup base.

The charge for this soup base is RM15.90.

A little pricey but so dam worth it to give it a try :)

Address:

Coco Steamboat @ Taman Bukit Hijau,

No. 37, Ground Floor,

Jalan 1/119 Taman Bukit Hijau Cheras

Dim Sum at Puchong for dinner :)

I kinda forgot the exact place of this dim sum. 

But it is somewhere in Puchong.

Charsiew & dumpling noodle, seaweed soup and cantonese fried yeemee with seafood.

Address:

Zhia's Kitchen Restaurant

3rd Floor,

Berjaya Times Square.

More food posts coming soon.

Weekend is always my indulgences days :)

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My Recent Buys..

The best part about being financially independent is..

I can get anything I want anytime

If I have enough money la. Not everything. I want a house lor but cannot afford ma.

But what I am trying to say is you know when your parents are paying off your bills, they will tend to question you on your purchase.

So my recent splurges are... :

I've switched! No longer an Apple user but an Android user.

So far so good.

And the best part is... It's a pink phone :D 

Such a girlie phone :D

My most expensive purchases.. 

And other misc purchases... 

Best invention for a female! :D

If you are a female, you would have know what is this!

If you don't errr well time to google it 

Oh and I start to pick up on my reading habits again.

I stop reading for a while since I came back from Melbourne.

Being the books here are so expensive!!

But read some good reviews about this book. And I went crazy and purchase all of it. /shy

:) Will be so Zen after reading all of it. haha

And more purchases to come haha :D

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Little Note.

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Long Long Weekend :D

So last weekend was a labor weekend.

Long weekend off. 

Supposed to head to BKK but due to tsunami shit, my dad got freak out and forbids me to go.

Tickets burn off. thank god not my money.hhahaahhaha.

So I spent my long weekend the usual routine.

How boring!!! 

Usual routine = eat and eat and eat and eat (-.-)

Friday was spent in Klang, attending god knows what seminar.

The worst part, everyone in that seminar speaks canto and mandarin with a lot of proverbs.

(-.-)

And yum cha with my little mui after. How can I don't find her when I am in Klang right? :)

Got lost for the second time yet again =( 

And Sat was spent having Thai food for dinner with them... 

Ame, nik, moi.

My sisters :D 

Congrats Ame :D So excited to be your jimui! :D 

Tried Sawadee, Klang Botanic Park.

Somewhere there la I can't really remember also. 

That thai food was not too bad. Spicy. But the worst part was, Nik & I were a little rushing for our 830 movie.

The food arrives at 8pm! 

So we rushed off to finish off our food in 30 mins time! 

And ended up late for the movie :( 

Sunday was spent heading to Publika to check out the fashion bazaar!
Saw so many things to buy but so broke. fml.
Every end of the month also broke broke broke :( lol.

Casual outfit for a hot Sunday afternoon! :(

That Sunday was extremely hot! Ugh! Can't stand too hot weather!

Ugh. Totally hating that I gained weight as compared to how i look when I was working with my previous company!
I need a stronger determination!!!!

Pre-meal.
Had this to cool down my body! :(

Fish head noodle for dinner.
The best is still in Win Soon :)

On Monday for lunch, I finally tried the bakery cafe I always wanted to try since I read it in some food blogs.

Outside view :)
The Bread Shop.
Credits to : IJustWanaEat

As soon as you entered the shop, you will be greeted by freshly baked bread.
Dam heaven smell to me okay!

Freshly baked pastries =)

Tuna Croissant with lettuce, cheese and tomato.
Dam good! the tuna is mix with pepper, lemon and some other spices :D

 I forgot to take picture of my scones and tuna bread :(
So this picture will do.
Ordered scones and tuna bread :D
Please be aware that the jam and cream are not complimentary.
So if you are most probably not gonna eat it, REMEMBER to tell them =)


And dinner was Thai food again! :D
Seriously I can stay in BKK forever and ever! :D

This time we tried it at Ahroy Thai Cuisine in Puchong :)
Thank you Ivan for accompanying haha.
I swear guys are lousy in eating spicy food (-.-)
Seriously! I drank the whole pot of tom yom soup because none of them can drink it!!


And Tuesday on a public holiday I woke up dam early to gym! :)

:D

That sums up my long weekend.
I enjoyed my long weekend.
Do you? =)

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15 Things You Should Give Up!

Read an article earlier on how to be a happier person by just giving up 15 simple things.

15 might seems a lot but in reality, it is somewhat what we do everyday in our daily lives.

"We hold on to so many things that cause us a great deal of pain, stress and suffering - and instead of letting them all go, instead of allowing ourselves to be stress free and happy - we cling on them"


1. Give up your need to always be right.
Being right all the time doesn't seems to be that important you know. Yes, at times our ego comes along and tells us, "GOD DAMMIT. YOU ARE RIGHT! WHY ARE YOU LOWERING YOUR ESTEEM". And honestly, how many times this needs to be right cause us stress and sometimes even strained friendships and relationships. Lower that dam ego NOW!

2. Give up your need for control.
Allow everything and everyone to be just as they are and you will see how much better will that make you feel. In other words, "STOP BEING A CONTROL FREAK"

3. Give up on blame.
Give up on your needs to blame others for what you have or don't have, for what you feel or don;t feel. Stop giving your powers away and start taking responsibility for your life.

4. Give up your self-defeating self-talk.
Oh my! How many people are hurting themselves because of their negative, polluted and repetitive self-defeating mindset? Don't believe everything that your mind is telling you - especially if it's negative and self-defeating. You are better than that!

5. Give up your limiting beliefs.
about what you can or cannot do, about what is possible or impossible. From now on, you are no longer going to allow your limiting beliefs to keep you stuck in the wrong place. Spread your wings and fly!
"a belief is not an idea held by the mind, it is an idea that holds the mind" Elly Roselle

6. Give up complaining.
Give up your constant need to complain about those many, many, mannnny things - people, situations, events that make you unhappy, sad and depressed. Nobody can make you unhappy, no situation can make you sad or miserable unless you allow it to. It is not the situation that triggers those feelings in you, but how you choose to look at it. Never underestimate the power of positive thinking.

7. Give up the luxury of criticism.
Give up your need to criticize things, events or people that are different than you;. We are all different, yet we are all the same. We all want to be happy, we all want to love and be loved and we all want to be understood. WE all want something and something is wished by us all.

8. Give up your need to impress others.
Stop trying so hard to be something that you're not just to make others like you. It doesn't work this way. The moment you stop trying so hard to be something you're not, the moment you take of all your masks, the moment you accept and embrace the real you, you will find people will be drawn to you, effortlessly.

9. Give up your resistance to change.
Change is good. Change will help you move from A to B. Change will help you make improvements in your life and also the lives of those around you. Follow your bliss, embrace change - don't resist it.
"follow your bliss and the universe will open doors for you where there were only walls" Joseph Campbell.


10. Give up labels.
Stop labeling those things, people, or events that you don't understand as being weird or different and try opening your mind, little by little. Minds only work when open. "The highest form of ignorance is when you reject something you don't know anything about" Wayne Dyer


11. Give up on your fears.
Fear is just an illusion, it doesn't exist - you created it. It's all in your mind. Correct the inside and the outside will fall into place.
"the only thing we have to fear is fear itself" Franklin D. Roosevelt


12. Give up your excuses.
Send them packing and tell them they're fired. You no longer need them. A lot of times we limit ourselves because of the many excuses we use. Instead of growing and working on improving ourselves and our lives, we get stuck, lying to ourselves, using all kind of excuses - excuses that 99.9% of the time are not even real.

13. Give up past.
It's hard. yes, we all been there done that! Especially when the past looks so much better than the present and the future looks so frightening but you have to take control and consideration the fact that the present moment is all you have and you will ever have. The past you are now longing for - the past that you are now dreaming about - was ignored by you when it was present. Stop deluding yourself. Be present in everything you do and enjoy life. After all life is a journey not a destination. Have a clear vision for the future, prepare yourself but always be present in the now.

14. Give up attachment.
This is a concept that for most of us is so hard to grasp and I have to tell you that it was for me too but it's not something impossible. You get better and better at with time and practice. The moment you detach yourself from all things you become so peaceful, tolerant, kind and so serene. You will get to a place where you will be able to understand all things without even trying. A state of beyond words.

15. Give up living your life to other people's expectations.
Way too many people are living a life that is not theirs to live. They live their lives according to what others think is the best for them, they live their lives according to what their parents think is best for them, to what their friends, enemies and teachers etc best for them. Stop pleasing other people! You have one life - this one right now - you must live it, own it and especially don't let other people's opinions distract you from your path.


Source: Purpose Fairy

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This is....

What my colleagues and friends said about me....

#forevergluetothephone.

hahahah =P

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Cute much?

I just gotto share this!

Saw someone share this in Facebook and....

cute anot!

Does your heart melts and go awww? :D

I want to get a puppy but....

Quotes from my mum,

"i will kick the dog AND you out"

=( (( 

So I just gotto admire and play with other people's dog =)

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Random 2

Nothing to blog!

Life is so boring for me.

Work. Gym. Come home. Dinner. Sleep. 

Oh not forgetting about eating. =) 

I tweet about my craving on Laksam or Malay Laksa or i dunno what is it call.

It has thick gravy and it is different from our Chinese laksa.

I remembered having it every year during Hari Raya in my dad's friend's house.

Gah! 

And I was told that it is call Laksam. So I went to search for Laksa and I found one in SS2 Mall.

The cafe name is Belanga Cafe.

It has a few branches. If i recall correctly, one of it is in Mid Valley.

Laksam. 

But it is not what I have in mind =(

Ordered Roti Jala too.

Roti Jala taste way better than Laksam =( 

So I google all type of Malay Laksa and I found what it is finally known as!

It is call Laksa Johor! 

If you don't know or havent seen before, nah here's a picture of it! =)

this is laksa johor.

Can anyone please tell me where is nice? 

Please dont say Laksa Shack! it is absolutely not nice!

Suggestions? =)

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12.12.

12.12.

I spent it....

By taking two long naps! #likeaboss

Love replacement holidays.

That's the only perks about working in Malaysia.

The numbers of holidays and replacement holiday! :)

No Monday blues! :) 

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Carbs Carbs Carbs!

I love eating breads.

but my colleague, Joanne said bread regardless wholemeal/oats/multigrain is fattening because of yeast!

:(

so I am trying to cut off bread from my diet plan :(

But of course I do take it once in awhile :)

Life is too short to be too overly picky.

And what is better than satisfying my craving none other than Levain :)

Levain officially became my top place for my bread cravings!

And my fav is walnut with cream cheese (Far end on the plate)

To make it more wow, Levain is nearby Pavillion! 

Shopping after eating! Best combination.

In case you miss my fat face. :D

Mmkay. Bye!

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Monday blues no more

Woke up to flower surprise at my doorstep.

"To cure your monday blues"

Hmmmm.....

To be honest, I am not much of a flower fan.

I prefer......something useful. Really. I only gets oh wahh for one day when I received the flower.

But the next day, I will be like,

"Shit. I need to find a place/vase to put this flower"

And to make it worst, I always ended up putting it in a cup. You know those free cup you get when you buy milk?

Yah! #phail as a girl :(

Oh well. This is also known as realistic :p ahahha

Mmkay. Work time :(

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Young again!

I want to be young again! 

:(

Where there will be less worries!

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P-A-R-C-E-L

A very fat happy face Kathryn receiving parcel.

Will blog about the products review soon :)

My eye bags and wrinkles are getting bad T.T

Fml.

much love.

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对不起 我却没捉紧你

Updates before idle yet again..

Currently: 

On repeat for this two songs.

Amelia & I both got ourselves this prepaid.
Where we can call/text each other for free! :)

夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地

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Scroll down for the Genting entry aite :))
It's three entries below... if im not mistaken..
Im currently uber addicted to:

1. Dishwalla - Candleburn, Angels or Devils
2. Cassie - Me & You
3. Stacie Orrico - Im Not Missing You
4. Paramore - Here We Go Again, Pressure, My Heart..
5. Wang Lee Hom - Ni Bu Zai
6. O-Town - All or Nothing
7. Eric Benett & Tamia - Spend My Life With You
8. Alicis Keys feat Usher - If I Aint Got You

Yeaa.. most of it are emo songs... i wurve emo songs k.. they are meaningful :) they describe how you feel :) they describe how you want your life to be :)
toodless....
Gona complete my marketing tutorial questions :/

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Money and capital sux ! when i said sux, it really sux... i been doing money and capital short-essay questions for the past 2 hours.. but yet im still stuck at question 1.. fcukkk... and not only 1 short essay questions but 6 short essay questions... fcukk.. arghh... and first chapter of the textbook is like the 3th or 4th chapter of any other textbook.. *gasp in horror* im so screw... im so screw... i dont understand at all !!! i need to study study study money and capital this weekends... no going out shopping even if its mega sales..

* 15 minutes later *
fcukkk... still trying to make my question 1 answers perfect.... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa................ im gona die....... Kel i need u wheyyyyyyyyy..............why oh why money and capital so hard... shitt.. if the minor subjects for finance is so dam hard.. then maybe i shouldnt take finance... if not, im so gona die mannn..... waaa.. fcukkk.... *emo* *emo*
im getting crankier day by day........ OMG.. i think im getting stress... stress on the second week.. fcukkk..... this is bad ! shittt.... my eyes are getting tired.. i need to sleep....... i need to.. but i cant.. im having gastric cos i didnt eat dinner.. but i had pan mee for lunch.. so it should last me till at nite when i wana sleep rite ?? stuuuppid stomach.. gastric for what... sighss.. i dont care.... money and capital.. money and capital... must do money and capital... ohhh... money and capital lectures at 8am tmw.. shit, this is one lecture tat i cant late.. the lecturer will lock d bloody lecture theatre if we are 15 mins late?? fcuk.. who wana volunter to wake me up??? :) im getting impatitent.......why kenot find asnwers wan?? why ?why? whyyyyyyyyyyyyy?? *pulls face*
ooooooohhhhhhhhhhh, i just found out that i had last sem's tutorial answers... thanx to wee who got it for me frm one of the seniors.. but copying is baddd.... i wana do myself to learn... *tempting to copy off the answers* hmmmmmmmmmm.......

Today for lunch we had pan mee :) in the famous ss19... yummm.. pan mee! my all time fav ! :) my marketing tutorial ends early today.. 10.30... class start at 10 and end at 10.30. i think my tutor knows im dying for my pan mee dy ...hehee. Wee went to pick KeL and Vonnie from TCPJ.. my first time to TCPJ... *blush* malu sial... like 'katak di bawah tempurung'.. haha... =p tcpj looks grand :) like some kind of nice hotel.. :) it was nice to see KeL and Vonnie .. missing kel and vonnie lots.. :)) Aaron finally took a break from studying and came pan mee-ing with us.. mich follow aaron...Tracy came along.. her fren drop her there.. i couldnt finish my pan mee.. so wee ate mine ... buffalo is a big eater ! =P we finished our pan mee and alex and yin came... jason and mel, joey, siu and joanne still missing in actions ... finally, after 1 hour plus, they came..... Aaron drop Tracy, KeL and Von home.. and he himself went back home to study ?!? me, wee and mich decided to make a move as i want to do my econs assignment... we went to the library... 2nd week of teaching period and we are in the library... *beams produly* hehee ..... for the pictures go to Von's blog :)

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Hello new haircut

I know why i am dreading to take econs again.. because i so HATE it.. im trying to start on the econs assignment 1.. waaa... fcuk... this sem econs harder ar? why like so HARD wan? first question of the assignment is already 5 marks? *gasp* OMGGG !!! oh man, if assignment is harder, then finals will be harder oso ?? OH SHIT... im so dead ... im so fcuking dead... what if i had to take it again next sem? *gasp in horror* ... equilibrium, quantity demanded, supply, factors..... arghh! :(

Since im not really into the mood of doing econs now.. :P
i shall post pictures.... hmmm, but go no pictures to post :P cos my pen drive is with mich =P oh well, i shall post it another time...

after thinking for few mins, i decided to post the before and after picture tingy on me..... :))




before my hair cut.. im missing my long hair.. hehehehe .. :P :P

hello short hair... :)

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I cant sleep... :(
Currently talking to Jason Lim Jo-weng.. =P
I nudge KeL but she's not replying me.. :(
So i blog... AGAIN... im addicted to blogging nowadays.. must be WenZ bad influence =P
Ooohhh.. after few nudge ... KeL replied me.. wtf =P
I got nothing to blog ... so i shall blog about myself... :)


My Top 5 Favourites:

1. My stinky pillow
2. My handphone,which is my baby.. lost it, i wil errmmmm kill someone =P
3. My babess :))
4. Anything with cheese :) anyone wana bake for me blueberry cheesetart or cheesecake?i will love you so much =Pp
5. My camera :)

My Top 5 Least Favourites:

1. Liars..
2. Cheaters..
3. Fakers..
4. Two-timers...
5. Irresponsible..

5 truths about me:

1. Im shy .. hehe
2. Im responsible
3. I care about stuff..
4. I express myself better in words...
5. Im patient :) at times and at a certain exteend :)

5 Things i like in a guy:

1. Loyal
2. Honest..
3. Responsible..
4. Kind :)
5. Romantice, perhaps ?!?? =P

Im off to watch some show on tv... byeeeeeeee....... heheheheeh
Ooohh.. and jason cut his hair .. LoLz... i promise i wont laugh dam loud =P

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