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Emo ?me...?

I just realized that all my posts are really emo..
And i dont even realise it until my friends siad so..
Hmm...im alrite...
=D
Maybe its the way i blog... that indirectly shows that im emo??
nah.... you should see me in uni...
A true bimbo.. hehee...
A good one i hope?
hehe...
I jus hand in my business and economics stats assignments..
I didnt know the assignments have a maximum of 1000 words until today when i was in uni and when i was about to hand it..
This is what happens when i read people's blogs in tutorial.. hehehe
The solution?
Take a liquid and correct it... and wrote 1000 words instead of my original 1233 words..
Smart huh??
hehee........
I slept at 4plus 5 yesterday... in the morning..
Just cause of the assignment.....
And stupid aaron asked me to come early this morning to uni...
His words, " i wil be in com lab at about 8plus like that"
And i came at 9 on purpose but when i call him..

"Im stil at home lar... now coming out...Wait arr..."

So i sit in the foyer until 10... waiting for Elaine, Kelly and Samantha for their lecture to end..
Celaka Aaron Tey.......
I can have my beauty sleep !!
But he made me cum early.........
U owe me man !!
:P

Ohya... wen dont want to take picture with me.. :P
I tak suka u Wen.......
How come i dun get to flood ur gallery with my pics..., and wif u.........
*merajuk*
hehe..

And sherve i wana flood ur gallery wif my pics as well..
Lolz..

My friends that owns a camera phone will have my pic in their gallery..
At least one of my picture !!!
Aaron's phone have my pic!!
Wai hou's phone has it as well..
And also Adrian...
Next person on the list ???
Kelly..... ur phone dont have yet...
im gona take it when i c u in uni next mon !!!
wheee...
hehee...........

Oh sherve.. i wil be super emo if u leave without telling me -_-
I shall let u try my 'cooking skills' before u leave me !! =D
i promise it wil b poison free..

Guys and their ego !!

Im not being sexiest with the title..
Read a post in Vonne's blog about the story betwwen a guy and his girlfriend..
It's seriously dam touching and sad.........
Read it and you will know why..
Reading it makes me comes up with few unanswered questions..

Why do guys always insist on doing stuff that he knows will hurt their other person feelings(or maybe he really don't?)?
Is saving your face really that important ??
What's up with hurting the girl another time when you know you had hurt her once??

These questions are not from my past experience or im being bitter aite?
hehe...
im just curious.....

Not all guys are erm being not so nice..
But some of it are and im just curious to know why they are being like that..........

Tiesto....

Yea.. i know... im so outdated... Tiesto pit party was last sat and im only blogging about it one week later?? well, sorry... been really busy with.... stuffs....
Just hand in my 1500 management essay...
Im glad it's over...
Anyway.... i reach the Limousine Shuttle Bay around 10 plus ...
a big thanx to Zhong Loon for fetching me there and back !!! =D
It was pretty crowded with girls with hot body...
Guys that erm are half-naked...
We reached just in time for Tiesto... =)
It started with some indian dance and lion dance tingy...
Tho so unfamiliar songs... but it was good !!!
Dance til my feet hurts....
Met up with one of my old friends...su lin..
I still remember she's the first girl that made friend with me when i were in form1...
=D
And the funniest thing is she's my ex bf ex gf...
hehee...
She's still looking so dam gorgeous..
Met up with Wei ping...
my primary school mate !!
=D
Tho we kinda drifted apart but i know she wil help me in whatever way that she can...
Luv her lotss........





The ticket..........


The lights effect .. cool huh ....
i love the laser lights effect ..... i like.... plus its taken from my cam phone... vga camera u know wen !!!! heheheee

The man himself... Tiesto...
Another light effect pictures... hmm.. im so addicted to all these light effects thingy =D



They gave free lighter..... so there's my lighter, wrist band and the map ... =D
OVerall it was ok... nothing biggie... the music was alrite... good company makes everything nice huh kelly ??? =D

Quotes...

“Never hastily conclude that you’ve lost the war just because the battle seems to have taken a turn for the worse. Sometimes you may need to back off for awhile, but that no way means the game is over. A little strategic withdrawal can work wonders. Not only does the river of life take new twists and turns every day, allowing random factors to turn in your favor, but it also gives the one you want a chance to let down their guard. It also gives you time to reassess your strategy and to focus on some self-improvement while preparing for your next encounter. The only real mistake you can make is to conclude your setback is permanent.”

" The person that makes you cry the most is not worth it. No man is worth your tears. If he really loves you, he would not make you cry.Tears of joyness maybe.But not tears of sorrows."

" If loving a person is so hard, let it go. It's better to let go then to make both party suffer."

"It's better to fall in love and let go than not to be loved at all"

Trouble...

This is bad...
Im waking up early to do my assignments, which im still clueless about..
Im blogging while thinking a way to settle my assignments..
This is so so so bad..
Im so DEAD...
I don't know how to create demand curve using excel or words...
Hence, i got so frustrated that i sotp doing econs... hehehe
I want to start on my management but yet erm, i don't know how.. =/
Im so tired from yesterday Toyota Rev Party in Bar Savanh..
I know.. i know..
i shouldnt have went when there are assignments waiting for me..
But free entrance .... =D
This sat Tiesto ...
I must finish off my assignments before going !!!!!!!!!!!

Datelines !!!

Do not do your assignments 1 week before due date !!

I keep telling myself that but it had not absorb by my brain yet until this week..
IM SO FREAKING OUT !!!
my Managing People and organisations assignment due date.Mac 25th -_-"
Introductory Microeconomics assignment due date: 3 April (at least this is not so bad)
Business & Econ stats: 30th Mac...
Accounting assignments: 7 April...

OMGGG !!!!
I have to write a 1500 words essay for managing and organisations... -_-""
* pale at the number of words*
And guess what?
yes.... i have not start writing yet..
The funny part was i did the assignments that the due date is on April and i manage to finish part of the assignments that wasnt due next week !!
Shit...
Im always like this..
Doing the right thing but at the wrong time .........
I need to work harder !!!
Im freaking out..
But im still blogging when i can do my assignments..
I shall start tmw =p
Since i had a long day...
I had class from 11am all the way to 5.30 !!!
I deserve a tiny day off .. hehehe
Oh god... stress...stress...
Pimples are popping out....

All About Love

Yea.. i know valentine's day is over..
But love is everywhere right..
I read Adrienna's blog about love...
And it's so true...
I so agree with it..
And i bet u guys will as well..

Love just is..
The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
There are no questions to why you love someone.
Love just is...
Love is strong yet delicate,It can be broken.

To truly love is to understand this,
To be in love is to respect this.
Love feels no burden,thinks nothing of trouble,attempts what is above its strength,pleads no excuse of impossibility...

It is therefore able to undertake all things,and it completes many things,and warrants them to take effect
Where he who does not love would faint and lie down.
Love is watchful and sleeping,slumbereth notthough weary,
It is not tired;though pressed,
It is not straitened;though alarmed, It is not confounded.
Love comes softly..

Never rush to give your whole heart to someone..you would only end up broken hearted.
I look back and ponder upon the silly things I succumb myself into and wonder why I could have been so foolish?
Life is just unfair...
the moment you think that the sun in your life is beginning to shine again,a new wave of despair overwhelms you.
Hurt and disappointed again.
Then comes the question of whether we should hate or forgive?to blame or to acknowledge?I
t may take awhile to heal but it definitely will..
We should choose to forgive,moreover we only have ourselves to blame for the consequences we face because of the choices we made.
I truly believe that what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger
Everything has beauty but not everyone sees it.
Im sure everything happens for a reason..
Afterall,it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all...


aww....sappy huh ?
*sobs*

Movie Marathon...

Im supposed to be doing my assignments...
Which are piling up now...
but i don't have the mood to do it.. =/
I been doing a movie marathon...
I been watching movie since 4pm...
I started with The Notebook..
I cried .....
If only life will be like that.. Like in The Notebook...
Then, i watched A Walk To Remember...
I don't know why but i cried everytime i watched this...
And i watched it for like 5 times?6 counting today..
After that, i watched Raise Your Voice...
I cried again...
A super touching show...
To those who had not watch it...
Its a good movie...
Unless you hate Hilary Duff ;p
I pause to get my dinner...
I continue with Romeo and Juliet...
I did get sappy at the end of the movie..
But i did not cried..
Im suprised...

It's been a "tearful" day for me...

Dreams....

I want to escape from this world...
I want to be in my dreamland...
Where everything seems nice..
Where everything is under control by ME ...
Where there are no stress, tension, angerness...
Once, i dreamt that im in somewhere in between earth and somewhere nice =D
The grass is green.. No brown grass or whatsoever..
The air is so fresh...
No air pollution...
No noise pollution..
Imagine .....
Flowers blooming everywhere...
Varieties of flowers ...
All smells so divine...
Your next door neighbours are extremely friendly..
They bring in your mails and share the food they cook with you..
You puppy barking cheerfully... =D
You wake up everyday to the birds chirping...
Your special someone besides you...Still happily in love after years of marriage.. =D
Your only worries are about eating the balance and healthy meals...
You got all the love in the world that you want..
You are satisfied with they way your life is going..
No regrets..
Or no i-wish-my-life-could-be-better...
*sighs*
Dont you wish you have that kind of lifestyle??
I don't know about you..
But i wish to have it..

Dreams are what you dreamt about whenver you fall into sleep..
Once you woke up, you know you have to face the world ...
Face the problems and not run away..
Dreams are sweet when you are in it...
But it will not be as sweet as you think when you see the world...

Freedom...

Ttrust me..
I enjoy it...
I enjoy being single..
So dun worry about me...
Im alrite dei
Pang... u know im alwis cheerful..
minus the occasional mood swings larr..hheheheh
Jason Lee.... u know im fast to recover if u do something nice for me.. tee heee ... =D
Wen... one word : Freedom...
She nv worry about me cos she knows i wil be alrite in no time ..
Rite ppl ???

Dance The Night Away...

I WANT TO GO DJ TIESTO...
But most of my friends are not going...
I asked most them yesterday over a cup of milo kosong ais =P

" No money lar." jason's words..
" So far.. i lazy lar" Aaron Lee's words...
" I at home oso can listen to DJ Tiesto lar.I got the CDs" -_-"" Aaron Tey's words..
" See first lar.. If i feel like going that day then i go lor" (annoymous)
" Exams coming lar..Need to study" Wen's words..

Lots more comment but im far too lazy to post it..
Most of my friends that in the first place are going and that promised me that they will pick me up are cancelling on me! I Hate You !! ( if you are reading this, then too bad.hehehe)
I want to dance the night away..
I want to wear my hooker heels...
I want to dress up..
I want to party...

waaaaaaaaaaaa.............. i want to go!
I want to go!!
=/
Melissa..............if you are reading this... go lar......... it will be dam fun......... =D

Sympathy?

Im not emo !!
Im alright...
Seriously ... =D
Never been happier in my life..
Well, except the thrill i get when i found something i really like and it's in my budget.. hehee *big grin*
keep the sympathy aside..
Im not emo ...
Hmm... it's bad that eventhough i emo for a few days and constantly..
Everyone starting thinking me as an emo queen or drama queen =/
* sighs*
Must change my attitude ...
So spare me the sympathy ...
Im alrite..
Hand me the sympathy when i really need it..
Which is when i come to talk to you about it...
=)
Im happy...
Counting down to DJ Tiesto Pit Party next sat...
*jumps around*
Im definitely going but....
Im finding for people that are going that can pick me up as well..
Anyone want to volunteer to go and pick me up ??? hehehehe =D

Because I'm A Girl

i love being a girl...
Because being a girl mean that hse can get out of certain things =D
I can emo and all i had to say time of the month larr...
hehehee
Guys kenot say time of the month.
Hence, they kenot be emo!! hehehehe
I can choose to keep my hair long or cut it short...
Guys have only one hairstyle, which is short
Ok..so some guys do keep their hair long but majority guys only had one style..hehehee
I can buy more tops and bottoms but it still cost less than guys clothes... =D
I like.. i like...
I can go for manicure or nail art whenever i feel like it..
Guys are not able to do so.. hehee
So what girls have pms but we can get out of a lot of things.. =)
I can go to spa, i like i like...
Im going spa tmw since i have no class tmw !! =] weeeeeeeee........
I can say im on diet...
But guys cant say that cause it wil be not 'macho' enough for them..
Muahahahaa....
I like being a girl... i like i like =D

p/s: pang, if you are reading this and u r jeslous u r not a girl.. then too bad !!heheh ...try to top my reasons !! =p

Of Black Hair and Brown Hair...

I dyed my hair brown last year and had it for at least half a year...
It's getting boring...
And my hair had been the same since i dyed my hair brown..
Long,straight(if i dont have bad hair day that day.hehee) and brown....
The other time i was in midvalley and as i was rushing time i was walking pretty fast..
Faster than my usual pace... talking on the phone cos my fren was LATE..
Anyway, i talk to Jason Lee on the same night and he said...
"today you went mv right ?"
" How you know arr? you saw me??"
" I saw you mah...you were walking dam fast but i know it's you cos i can recognize your hair.. the way your hair its.."
" Really?? my hair so weird isit?that's right you recognise it?"
" Nolar... cos your hair is all along like that.. and i see you so many times already.I can recognise it"

This shows that my hair color, style etc etc are getting bored...
I need new look...

Sherve just dyed her hair blue black.. Her hair is dam shiny now..
I like i like...
My mum ask me to dyed it black...
Cause she said my hair is too expensive for her to maintain -_-"
Must retouch everytime it grows...
She said dam spoilt my hair cause i keep re-touch my hair color...
I wan a need look...
I want to cut my hair short...
Because im bored with my long hair..
But i dont have the guts to do it... =/
I dont know whether i look nice in black hair anot...
I talked to Mel today in my class...
And ask her opinion...
She said i shouldnt cut my hair short...

Any suggestions??
hmm..maybe i suprise everyone with a really short hair do one day? hehehehe

Of Lies and truths...

Which do you prefer to hear ?
Lies or truths...
I know i prefer to hear the truths...

Something not related to the topic..
But Aaron said something today that made me anaylse his words...hehe
He asked me today in Managing People and Organisations lecture,
" Wei San, u think u last time in form3,4 or 5 tat time slimmer or now ar?"
" why arr ?? isit i now fat isit ??"
" You answer me 1st lar..."
" I dono worr... same gua... "
" I know last time during i.u night that time... the i.u night where i was the one who had organized it that time... U and wen body dam nice lor..." *making that shape thing with his hand*
"So now you say i fat dy larr.... " -_-
" I never say u fat lar k.. jus asking u that question only mah"
" but if you asked me that kind of questions, it means u indirectly say i fat rite?You dam mean larrr"
" I know last time during i.u nite that time, Ju Nn said she dam jealous of wen's and ur body lor."


Wen!!!!!!!!! he indirectly said we fat !!! -_-"
Celaka !! after all the stuff i photostat for him !! hehee

Back to the topic... I prefer to know the truths than lies...
I mean wats the use of all the lies..
People tend to lie so that you can embarrased yourself..
But some lie becuase they want to protect you in a way..
But yet i prefer to know the truths..
For e.g.
If your bf is cheating behind your back and one of your gf founds out
would you rather she tell you the truth ??
I prefer to know the truth...
I do...

Think about it... truth or lies?

Confessions...

I have a few things i wana confess..
- Im not that flirty as you think i am.. From the outer appearance, you might think im such a bitch... flirting with other guys when i have him but now im not sure whether r we still together anot..i don't want people to think that im loyal.. i don't know why i think that.. Maybe because of past experience...
- I cares for everything very deeply... every single thing around me are my possesions including my friends..
- Im super super sensitive and emotional.. Im easily cry and i get upset easily ! Bad habbit.. Im not like this last time.. i don't know what changes me into like that...
- Im a giver than a taker...
- I appreaciate everything that everyone did for me.
- Im confused on believing my trust or instinct...
- I hate feeling emo at times..
- I had a hard time controlling my emotions at times..
- Im not independent..im dependent, which is why i get so wrap up whenever a probs occur..
- Im not perfectionist but i try to be..
- I tried to make everything alright but i don't think i did a good job..
- I don't understand why some things happen..Some said everything happens for a reason..So whats the reason for 'this' thing to happen?i really wana know..
- I love perfect things... things to go smoothly..
- I have weird mood swings... i do..sorri if i seem happy 1 sec and sad 1 sec later..
- I listen to sad songs all the time.. especially when im feeling down like now..
- I just wish everything will be alrite again...


Currently listening to: Wang Lee Hom, Kiss Goodbye...

Drama Queen...

Lately, i realized that im such a drama queen...
Acting like a Miss-the-world-is-all-about-me..
*sighs*
Note to self: must not be such a drama queen..!!
I wish that i can make a decision..
I wish that i can talk things through...

Im experiencing mix emotions right now..
There are times that i feel hyper in the morning and i feel dam moody at night..
Assignments are increasing..
But yet i have not find the mood to do it yet..
OMG !!
STRESS ~ !!!

Emo + Moody + Depressed + Stress + Tired + Eating like mad + Undecided = my feelings right now..

I know i shouldnt be like this..
But somehow i cant control it..
I know i must control myself..
Telling myself that im a big girl now..
Not some young girl...
I must be more mature..
Everyhting happens for a reason huh?
Maybe God make "this" happens because he have something else plan for me...
OR maybe not..

Tiesto Asia Tour 2006

Dj Tiesto is coming to Malaysia for the first time at the Renault F1 Pit Party...
*squeal with joy*
Im definitely going...
Gona buy the ticket tomorrow.. =)
But im not sure whether my friends would want to go anot... =(
Come on people..
DJ Tiesto !!!!
A must go party !!!
Imagine all the hot guys(i hope not the jeng wan?) and chun chiqs ...
The party is going ot be on mac 18 at the KLIA Limousine Shuttle Bay..
Seeing at how my life is turning out, i need to chill and relax myself..
So this is how im going to relax myself..
By going to Pit Party... =D
weeeee....
Im happy..
I got few of my guy friends that are definitely going... =)
*thanx to me that bug them like everyday and every sec.. hehehe *
So im definitely in..
Unless suddenly my parents change their mind and ground me =(
But nothing can stop me from going !!!
WEeEEEE... hehehe =D

Oh btw, Leroy... if u r reading this... im so so sorri that u wont b able to go for the pit party.. hehehe
Im such a meanie at times.. =P


*note to self: must study and finish assignments before going out and also DIET!!!*

my baby...

I got back my nokia phone...
Finally !!
After sending it to the shop for about a week to repair
i miss my baby so much..
And now it's back.. hehehee
Told you i cant leave without my phones...
If one day people take away my phone, i will deliberately kill them !!! =p
Im still feeling emo...
Still the same old issues..
Have a slight fever...
Skip lecture for a day..
but think of the bright side..
I got my baby, which means the world to me...
Which is my phone...
I hate being in a relationships !!!!!

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