♀ Kathryn Soo ♥: February 2006

Memories...

I read Sherve about being with that person because of memories..
And it makes me wonder whether that's what am i doing...
Im not sure whether i said im in love with him because of the memories we had together
or because im truly in love with him..
3 years plus of relationship..
If you include the break ups we had in between..
Wen Ni told me over and over again that he's useless...
She said me and him had not had a true break up before..
As in really break up... no longer talking to each other on the phone...
Going out yum cha...
As in a BREAK...
Which is why i think it's harder for me to decide...
It's not new anymore of us fighting...
Even when i told Rae the other day that me and him fought..
She said, "it's not new news anymore lerr"
And i realized that she's right..
Why oh why did we always had such nonsense fight..
Fights that i don't even know the reason or causes of it..
Relationships are all about give and take..
But ..........
I try to ignore the negative side of the memories
I only remember the good times..
No matter how hurt or emotionally unstable i may seem right now
Im still trying to be positive...
Positive that everything will be alright..
And this goes back to the question on whether im with him because im in love with him
OR because of memories...

Opinions people ??
Well, people that knows me...
Because obviously strangers would not know the whole story huh?

Im sad right now..
The only thing that makes me feel better is food..
been eating like mad..
Eventhough im not hungry..
Im eating so that i can feel better..

I forget to upload some of the pics from Joanne's dinner...

Pang doing his Leroy's look...

ERm... Us doing our kawaii pose...

Another of our kawaii pose... too much alcohol =p

Me and Zhi .... Arvind said he looks like he wana kill people ..hehe

Kisses.... ehehee

Happy Birthday Joanne !!!

Happy Bday !!!
Joanne turns 19 yesterday !! hugsss...
Went to Soul-ed out for dinner yesterday...
We went crazy with our cameras...
I din know guys love taking pics as well =)
LAzy to write..
So enjoy the pics =)

me, Nette and Joanne... =)

us again... =)

Me and pang....

Jason, me and Pang =)

Shawn doing his funny pose....

adrian with his "kawaii" pose =)

The picture said it all.. =)

The guys.... Having their guys talk ;p

Me and Debbie ....

Pucker up !!! =D

Picture from heaven... Zhi's words... It looks like that because of the mist...

Joanne's beautiful cake ... =)

Me and Shawn ... =)

Shawn made me pose like this !!! =p

Caught in the camera... candid...

Cake feeding... tee hee...

Candid picture.... Was tryin to feed the birthday gal cake =D

Shawn !!! Licking strawbery...

Perfect and cute couple !!! =)

Desmond, me and Shawn ....

Posing... pang and me

Me and brandon...

Nette, me, joanne and jason....

nette, Arvind , me

Arvind doing his funny pose .. or to be more exact.. Ji-nette's pose ;p

Freaking stupid pose ....

Shopping !!!!

I went to Guess sales today !!!!
Woo hoo..
Bought 2 bags and a wallet/purse !!!!
Went into Lasenza and bought ermm lingerie =)
hehehe....
Im happy..
I fight with Kah Choon....
F*** him larr...
Scold me..
I HATE HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im goin Guess in LOT 10 and KLCC tmw ...
=)

My birthday !!! ;)

I love 18th of February...
*winks*
Din sleep much the night before..
I slept at about 5 in the morning and wake up at 6 plus in the morning...
Was kinda tired but it's alright cos it's my birthday !!! =)
Had my breakfast and get ready becuase wen's is gona pick me up ..
We going 1u shopping..
=)
She dam celaka wan...
I thought she so nice go shopping with me to buy my pressie..
But it turns out she needs a new top to wear for my dinner things at night -_-
She wana outdone me in my dinner =p
Unfortunately for her she could not find anything she want..
Fortunately for me then.. hehehe
*evil laugh*
Went to Nando's for lunch with Alex and ian...
They ate while i made phone calls =p

Wen and me in Nando's.... 5 years of lovely frenship and still counting =)

She's a super loving gal ... =)
Wen left early and i was there till bout 5...
Reach home and start getting ready =)
I decided to curl my hair myself since my mum don't want to pay for me to go to salon to do it..
The effect was ok but the curls lasted for only maybe half an hour..
Cos i din apply any hair mousse or curl enhance or wax... i find all these goo very sticky..=p So decided to go for curls without enhance ... Lolz....
Reach Nette hse at 6.30 sharp!! c ppl!Im good at time management! i told her i would be her hse at 6.30! and i did !! =) Wait for her to get ready and wait for Kah Choon to pick us up from her hse... He pick us up at 7 and we went to pick Rae... Reach Cristro's late... Sorryy ppl... !! =/
Here are the pics.. =)

Mua and nette.... she's HOT with a capital H =)

Nette, alwis so hot, me( my curls are gone!! =/ ) and the ever loving Joanne...
Luv u guys lotss... thx for alwis be there for me..

Rae( my partner in Crime =D ), Nette, me, Joanne.... =D
My babes... my women... my besties.... my everything =D hehee...

Luv tis pic .... It shows the fun side of us .. teeheee =D

My high school mates...
Emilie(my partner in crime back in form2and 3.Us alwis tell our teacher got emergency so need to go to toilet,which is like every period,every day.heehe), Elaine(my fashionable fren.If i hv clpthes emrgency,she wil be the one i go to!luv her clothes man!! =D), Sherve( one word! HOT!!), ME, and wen( my partner in shopping and of course advice.She had bailed me out from a lot of stuff and i thank her for that!)

Me and Brian.... he's taken... so hands off !!! =p

Jason and me .... a guy that has a big heart =)

Joanne and me... She made everything happens =) thanx 4 everything sweetie ...

Rae and me... This is how you wil look like if u nv get enough slepp.. Red eyes..puffy eyes... =/ im not saying u Rae.. im saying myself !

John or izit Jon? and me ...

A VERY Sociable Guy ;)

Me and Aaron... he used to carry me when i was drunk... =D we used to complain bout y our lives sux ;p

Wai Keong and me... he's a dam nice guy tat is willing to fetch u to anywhere u wan as long as he's free =)

ERm, i think her name is Caryn(i cant remember her name!sori!), Ka Fai, Wai Keong and me ..

Jason, the guy that had alwis give me endless advice, yum char session, helps me with my relationships, my driver ;p.... Looks can b decieving !! =)

Tai Kei... i think that's his name... im not so sure ;p and me =).. Look at Joanne's at the back of him.. Laughing her ass off =p and he's so not ready.. but i look nice in in.. so naturally it will be posted =) Lolz