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Hong Kong

I jus came back from Hong Kong...Love it.. Plan to go back there again with my frens!! .. Spend all the Hong Kong cash my mum changed .. =/ Bought so much nonsense stuff =P My mum lecture me when i said i want the things but the best part is she did get it for me.. So i jus had to block out her lecture for awhile & i get the stuff i want.. Get to know lots of friends in Hong Kong ..Im glad that i know how to speak& listen to cantonese !! =)

Thanxxx

I managed to bug one of my fren to do the link tingy for me... Ian, thanxxx so much.. i owe u man.. =) He helped me to link all my frens blogs... & he even ask me whether wana have tag box anot.. obviously i jump at that idea... Thanxxxx ian... =) If i can get into monash, c u nxt yr k ?? Havoc again.. =P

My Christmas List !! =)

Everyone of my friends have christmas list, so of course i should have one as well right =)

My Christmas List:
1. Nokia 6111 (im greedy ! ;p )
2. An ipod
3. An Aldo bag (any will do. im easily satisfied =] )
4. A pair of heels from Nine West
5. Gucci 2 perfumes =)

I guess that's all for my chirstmas list.. will add to it when i think of any..
*hint* the first and the second are my priority.. Lolz =)

Hate It !!

i hate it !!
I hate feelings this way!!
I seriously hate it !!
Y must he alwis do tat?
Y?
I hate it!!
I really do!!
My frens said, wah, he do tat again arr? when i told them how i feel..
Wat's my feelings now!
Im supposed to be cheerful as Christmas is around the corner and im going Hong Kong soon but i can't..
I really cant..
I went 1u today but nothing seems to interest me..
Shoes? nah, too ugly..
Clothes ? nah...
I hate it !!
I hate it that he can make my emotions goes down..
I hate it that my emotions are controlled by him..
I hate it!!
I try not to..
But i guess i feel that im leaving Malaysia soon and i want to spend more of my time with him and my babess..
But he don't seem to realized that the soon is approaching fast!!
He think its years away..
Well, guess what??
It's not ok !!!
I hate him !!!
Maybe i should just act dun care dun care huh ??
I hate it !!
I hate him!
I hate the way im feeling now!!
* stamp my feet on the floor *
* stamp it really hard!*
* on the phone with jason now, ranting my anger!!*
*scolding that bastard*

Im Back !!!

It's been a while since i last blog..
I've been home sick since last wed..
How pathethic and depressed =(
It all started last tues when i shared earthquake ice-cream with a fren of mine..
She was sick and she choose not to tell us that she's sick.
I only knew that she was sick after we had all finished up the ice-cream..
Because of that i had to attend my graduatition with swollen eye, pale face & messy hair..
I HATE HER!! =(
There's nothing much i can do except sleeping at home..
My agenda for the past few days?
Wake up, eat & take my medicine, sleep, wake up, eat & have my medicine..
I hate when im sick..
I din go shopping for so long i feel like the shops are calling me !!
After so long, i had recovered. Well, not fully but most of the yucky sickness had gone..
Gone with the wind ;P
To celebrate that i had recovered, mummy pay for my hair treatment today.. WhEEeee ;)
I get to pamper myself.. Stylist massaging me, washing my hair.. Wheeee =)
I LOVE BEING A GIRL !!
Im going shopping tmw !!
I have to!!
=)
Im materialistic.. but so what..
i've had sick for so many days..
I deserve it =D
* grins *
* smile*

Emotions...

Life is full with emotions..
Maybe to most people im super emo..
So wat.. Sue me ... im emo..
Me, Jason, Pang, & Alexiss were dam emo on sat morning..
The first thing we said to each other is, " i miss shern lar"
And yea, we do.. i know i do..
When i told Adrian that i miss shern, he was like Aiyo, there's ntohing you can do wan lar... he go there study wert.. wat to do.. if u all miss him, then go visit him larr..
Some just don't understand..
Im not being erm, unrealistic, shallow or whatever u guys want to think about me..
It's just that after so long hanging out with him.. gossipping.. advice.. skipping class together.. talking in the class for the whole period without listening to the lecturer..
You will feel that, "oh god, i cant do any of those with him anymore"
I cant emo in front of him anymore..
I cant ask for his advice anymore..
I cant copy his answers anymore..
No more wtf dei ..
*sobs*
No more emo talk.. no more being bimbo in front of him..
No more cupcake anymore..
Sometimes lifes is like that..
You can't expect it to be the way you want..
You can't sacrifice other people needs for your own sake..
Because that's not how it is..
Life is all about give and take..
You can't take and not giving..
And the same for the other way round..
No matter how much all of us want Shern to stay in Malaysia... but we cant hold him back..
=)
He will alwis be Leroy a.k.a Shern Shern a.k.a my cupcake a.k.a "boxer guy" ;p
And you will be inside each of our heart forever.. im not sure boutothers but i know you will always be the best fren i ever have in college..
cos u r true to urself.. not like some backstabbers... two faced..
* hugss *

Farewell...

The day finally came..
It seems that it was only yesterday that Leroy was talking about going to Canada...
Went to his Farewell Party yesterday... * sobs*
As usual, everyone was late.. " Malaysian time lar"
wat do u expect huh ? ;p
Me & Rae was helping him out defrosting the sausage .. Lolz..
sorry for not making enough potato salad, leroy... sorriiii... but it was good huh ? Admit it !! Faster !! =P * ngeks*
Ppl only arrived at after 8...
He was like, "very early ah u guys"
The food was good.. the drink was so-so larr..
But i dont think anyone would have really care for food lar..
Leroy is leaving lar.. y wana care about food at that moment..
The funnist part? the guys were pushed inside the pool..
Wat makes me laugh until my stomach aches is when one of the guys pushed another guy.. then the guy that pushed the guy fell inside the pool as well..
Joker larr..
I left early..have to go to airport.. i shouldnt have left early..
Was dam emo when i left...
* sob*
*sob*
Me & Rae so wanted to cry.. but haihzz...
dun wan larr.. later everyone more emo..

Happy Girl...

im happy !! *jumping around with joys*
I cant believe how fast my moodc changes..
Went 1u this morning ...
A/X, FCUK, Tommy Hilfigher is on sale...
Go crazy inside...
Bought 5 tops from FCUK... 2 tops from A/x..
Wanted to buy more.. but when i open my purse..
I saw that i only left back RM30 * sobs*
Nvm.. im going back again next day..
Hopefully they stil have size..
Saw this really cute bag from A/X & Tommy Hilfigher...
It's cheap oso.
Im not describing how the bag look like cos if i describe it then u guys will fall in luv with the bag as well..
Definitely No-No ;P
hahaaa... Lolzz...
Im happy!!!! =)
Who needs guys when there are sales around.. LolZ =)

Relationships

It's easy to fall in love but it's hard to maintain a relationship.
It has differences in point of view. Thus, it heat up arguement between both spouses.
Someone got to start a conversation.
Memories lies upon the time together and nothing could really last forever in life.
To love someone in life is magical but to lose someone it's hurting.
Love is a journey that could be a ride that gives thousands of expression and thoughts.
After all, all we need is love, don't we?
Loyal, optimistic, virgin, endurance...

Someone said that to me...

.............

wtf ...
everyting doesn't turns out the way i want..

1) My F*** bf break promise..
2) No transport to go Zouk..
3) My skins is horrible
4) My hair doesn't behave the way i want..

Sometimes i really wonder am i being dumb for loving him so much?
I really don't know
Some say i am..
But some say that's jus part of love.. U have to feel the pain at times..
Without pain then there will be no love..
One of my guy friends said, i over love him..
I told him, " i know im being dumb & stupid for loving him so much but... ,"
He said no.. All he think about everytime i complain to him is that how the fuck can he be like tat when i love him so much..
It makes me think am i being dumb ??
I really try my best to please him, & everyone ...
Every single thing he did hurts me so much..
It brings tears to my eyes..
Seriously..
Which is why i hope my results is good enough for me to go aus..
I wana leave this f*** place...
I Hate it ere...
I rather be independence then staying at ere ! imagine i rather be independence than saying ere.. coming from me, it is a big deal..
Cos im dam dependent..
i depend on ppl alot.. which is why im easily affected by every single fucking thing...
I need alcohol..

Bad week..

Having my finals this whole week..
Exams = aarghh !!
Reasons for feeling so low:
1) Put on a lot of weight.. ( been eating too much junk foods..stress lar ;P)
2) My face is having it's own party, which means im having major break-outs..millions zits..
OMG ! i think my face is like pizza face now *sob*
3) Stress.. my frens finishes exams on wed but i finishes on thurs. ( being pathethic me, i failed
my maths last sem.so have to retake this sem. Note to self: must do well in this sem. Must
aim for 80 & above. Erm, well pass enough lar ;P )
4) Supposed to diet but can't.
5) Having fever & a bad cold..
6) Have not finish my IB yet.. im only at chapter 2 & i had lost interest in it already.. =(
7) Singapore airlines are so freaking expensive..
8) My hair does not behaved how i want it to be.

wtf dei... it's all turning worse for me.. hmmm, maybe bad karma ?? need to do more good deeds..anyone need me for help ?? =)

Content ;) Unsatisfied :(

For the first time ever, i woke up early !! 10 in the morning !! * proud* ;) Went to the Cleo 10 hour shopping marathon !! My legs are aching right now !! *ouch* That's the consequences of walking too fast in heels !!
I bought blusher pot, lip glaze, eye shadow, highlighter from Red Earth. It was so freaking pack !! You can't even get to the counter !! The situation at that time was like a lettuce sandwiched between two slice of bread ... Can't breath.. The worse part was some of the girls/ladies had BO =( Imagine sandwiched between those people !! NIGHTMARE !! Im trying so hard to breath !! ewwww !!!
Oooo... Bought a eye brightener from clinique ! ;)
Walk around trying to find all the participating outlets for the Cleo 10 hour shopping marathon ...
Walk into FCUK ,... Bought a pair of jeans there !! loveeee it !!! Even though mum nag me for like 15mins.. but it's so worth it... because i don't have to pay !!! LolZ...
Next stop, Xixili ... Bought ermm lingeriessss ... It was so cheap !!
I can feel that my leg is screaming with pain but ...
Bought two pairs of Levi's jeans ... Wat's the model ?? well, u wil just have to find out urself *ngeks* (hint: from the new range but not the one with the ugly pocket !! )
Bought flip-flops from white sands & this really cute choker from mori pin for only RM10 !!! =0
Grab a complimentary drink from coffe-bean.. took a sip & realized it was mocha !! eewww.. hate mocha... once i drank mocha, i cant sleep.. like now !!Arghh.. hate it !!
Im contented in a way.. But yet i feel unsatisfied..
It's not that i did not buy enough stuff ..
It's just that im still feeling so piss about the arguments i had yesterday with 'him'..
I HATE IT !!!!
I HATE THE WAY IM FEELING RIGHT NOW!!
I don't seem to understand what he's thinking...
wtf...
Im not trying to be depressed or anything..
im jus feeling piss, moody & hurt...
well.. im happy that i got so much stuff today..
courtesy of my mum !!! thanx mummy !!!
well, except for the red earth makeups..

Pathetic Me..

I should know that it was a bad idea to involved in a relationships now .. My exams are 2 days away !! but yet there's so much for me to study.. I just started chapter 1 of law.. There's 10 more chapters to go! I cant seem to concentrate ! i jus had a row with my bf.. I hate it !! We always argue over small things !! And all this arguments disturb my concentration !! =( wtf !! Yea, i know it's useless to get work out over small things !! Like arguments with ur bf ... but somehow it affect me !!
He's so freakin busy.. Sometimes it really pisses me off !!
He's working 7days a week.. 7am-7pm ..
He dun even bother making time for me??
Im supposed to be studying but im really piss at him !!!
WTF man..

Memories ;)

CPU Memories...
The Best Time EVER :)





Leroy, u would know what we r trying to do !! Lolz..



Me, Leroy & Rae.. wtf dei ;p


we r unique in our own way ;)


Alex & joanne ...


Ji-nette, sam, me, rae, joanne, alexiss, balvin, audrey, nessa.
*luv every one of u* ;)


jason, leroy & pang... so gay ;p

Believes..

I watched the exorcism of emily rose today.. One word to describe it. Disturbing !! seriously.. The whole movie, each scene is still stuck in my mind right now! 3am huh ?? i sleep at 3plus every day !! i guess i will have to go to bed EARLY today !! wouldnt want to risk anything right ? ;) Watching the movie make me realized something.. Make me believe that devils and GOd do exist ! I used to think that Christian is just a religion.. I used to go for Christian fellowship in my high school. But i always leave early and go in late . Wen, u should know ! ;) & i don't say the prayers that Christina do at the beginning of the erm ceremony?!? Because im a buddhist.. im not a hard-core buddhist because i am not. i don't go for sunday school. (yes, buddhist have sunday school as well). I rather sleep at home ! ;p The only thing i believe in the buddhist err book? is ghost.. that's all..
The movie today make me think that maybe converting to Christian is better. I find that at least christans know who they are praying for and how the prayer works, & the prayers are meaningful. Every single word has it's meaning.. No offense to those Buddhist out there but i think sometimes buddhist prayer are just words. Sometimes i dont even understand what am i saying because it's all in sanskrit.. At least Christian prayers are in words that we can understand..
I want to convert into a Christian !!But i don't like to go to church every sunday..
Does that make me a bad person??
hmmm... Christian people out there.. Advice ??

Mindless talk

Had a long conversation with jason lee last nite.. or should i say this morning.. He called me at 1plus in the morning !?!? HELO !! i need my beauty sleep u know ! ;) It kinda freak me out because he called me out of blue.. We din talk for like weeks.. with me busy with my finals.. Him? galfren ...
What we talk about ?? well, basically everything and anything.. just talking crap larr..
So long din rant my anger on him already *ngeks*
The funnies part was both of us said that we stopped going clubbing for weeks..
The last time both of us club was on his birthday ... & that was it.. Period.
We talk so much about lives... about relationship, about money, about my probs & his probs..
Eh, jason, dun blame me for that !! i cant help it !! i duno how to tell *him* !!!
We talk until he ran out of credit..
I jus realized something..
I'm like the walking alarm clock for few of my guy friends.. : Jason Lee, Adrian & Kah Choon..
So who want to be next on the list ? ;)
Because im the walking alarm clock, i tend to confused who i should wake at certain hours..
i confused with the time... sorri..
How am i supposed to remember ?!?
& when i told jason about me being a walking alarm clock, he make me dam stunned..
by saying that i should be proud to be a walking alarm clock .. wat?!??!???
"im better than normal alarm clock because i will call until they pick, which means that they will wake up. They wont wake up if they are using the NORMAL alarm clock because they will put it in snooze for like millions times & they will fall back asleep"
This is what jason said to me..
Am i supposed to be proud ?? ;) LOLZ

p/s: u guys should reward me with something for being ur alarm clock ! ;)

Photos






With Leroy and Pang and Rae

Tuesdayy ...



me, mich, rae & debz posing in none other than Asia Cafe.. ;)

Monday Blues =)

Justine, me, mich, rae... We want to bite mich cheek !! =P
Finals is around the corner, & we might never gona see each other again..
Therefore, it's time for us to take our camera out & cam-whore.. =P

Death

Someone close to me just pass away.. It makes me think that life is so unpredictable.. U duno what's going to happen the next sec.. Tragic .. Depressing... Stress... Life is full of ups and downs..

"Live life to the fullest"
This captions rings a bell in my head.. it kinda give me the idea that i should just do what i want to as long as it is not over the limit.. but sometimes it's hard to live your life to the fullest.. what with parent's rules, studies, etc etc ...

But i realized that as long as u think that what r u doin satisfied you, then u r on the right track..
So go on gals..
Eat that piece of chocolate cake.. ice-cream or whateva fattening foods that u r craving for..
Why bother dieting when life is so unpredictable...
& guys..
Do whateva crazy thing u guys have on ur mind...
U never know waht might happen tmw !!

p/S: I ate a plate of pan-mee for dinner & had ice-cream for supper... Yummm !!! =)

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