Dreams..

Sometimes when things fall apart.. U pray to God that everything will be alright again..
You pray so hard.. Hoping that God will hear your prayers...
And when things may seem brighter..
You feel a bit tad happier...
Then sudenly.. BOOM !!!
Things fall apart again... again & again..
It happens so frequently that you might think that all the good stuff, which is not much i might add are all dreams..
You only feel the happiness of it when you are sound asleep..
But once you wake up, it's all gone..
Don't you feel this way at times?
Not only in relationship but in other parts of your life as well..
There are times that we blame God...
We blame our fate..
That why all the good stuff comes so little but the bad stuff comes in boxes..
Millions of boxes heading your way..
You cant escaped from it..
A million boxes become your burden..
You had to carry this burden all your life..
sighs...

This happens to me !!
I felt that everything good happens to me are all dreams..
A dream that i will soon wake up..
And once im awake.. it will all disappear..
Vanish into thin air..
And back to my old freaking pathetic, miserable life...
With millions of probs !!
Sigh..
Tears...