should i or should i not?...

so much stuff tat's happening but yet so little time to find solutions to all these problems..
should i let it go or should i not?
i dun even know whether letting it go it's the right thing to do right now...
I dun even wana let it go.. but im not sure where i stand right now...
i can tolerate with anything .. but y cant he try to understand that?
i try calling him & even msg him but he dun even bother replying me or calling me back..
y is he alwis like tat? since the beginning, he say he will change... he will never be like now..
but i guess they are all lies huh ...
I dun even know wats the problem that causes us to be like tis...
y cant we talk it over instead of bcuming like tis?
i jus wan us to settle everyting again .... & everyting will be back to normal...
but i guess that's hard to achieve it rite ??
im feeling so confused...
i dunwan to end it.. i really dun..
corny ..but i dun think anyone is beta than him...
seriously...
i know luv cums & go... but it's not for me right now...
i wana talk things over wif him.. but how?
he dun even pick up his freaking phone..
i dunwan to involve his good fren..
everytime we fight, we alwis involve his good fren ..
we alwis relay him to help us settle everyting..
im feeling so bad that i alwis have to ask jason for help
but i guess i have to ask for his help again...
can talk things over settle it ?
* sigh*